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Hello friends, my name is Ömer, I am a Turk,I've always wondered why we humans came to this world. Since childhood, I've thought that the creator who sent me here was evil, and sometimes I can't help but think that I could have been created as a cow or even a cat. But now I realize that I am a human being, and possess something that animals don't have: consciousness, soul, or whatever you want to call it.

Sometimes I begin to think that I always existed before this world, that my soul is immortal, and sometimes wonder if I really wanted to come to this world just to have an experience, but if that were the case, there would be a way out of this world, but they only leave us with one option: death.

So what I want to ask you is, am I any different from animals, or am I no different from them, and does that mean I will cease to exist when I die?

If you'd like, I'd like to ask you a few questions. If there's anyone knowledgeable about this, they can talk to me. I'll start now:

1-My coming to this world is to give energy to the demiurge who created us, I mean, is this a prison and do they feed on our energy? I think they call this loosh.

2-Who am I really? Where do I come from in this world? I always think I existed before this world.

3-The creator who made my physical body might be evil, that's not the problem, but where does my soul come from, and is it truly immortal, and is my consciousness separate from time and space.

4-Did the Creator really create me for His own benefit?If the creator is so evil and he's the one who created this prison, then why didn't anyone stop him? It means my soul was more powerful than his creator's, and I exist to satisfy his ego.

5-Why was it necessary for me to come into this world? Why did I have to exist and be a slave to this life?

6-Do I have a divine spark, an essence independent of my body and ego?

7-Is death the end, or will I be reincarnated again and again in different bodies forever? When will this prison end? Is there no way out of this prison? Why do they send our souls to different bodies and erase our memories? Why do I have to start everything over again? Is this to prevent my awakening? And is there a possibility of being reincarnated forever?

8-When will I be free from this burden? Do I have to disappear forever, or does my individual self have to vanish? Perhaps I need to return to where I belong.

9-And in addition, I would like to ask this: how is the soul breathed into me in the womb while I am still a zygote or fetus, before I am born? Where does the soul come from? Or is the soul present in the sperm and egg?

10-Or am I a product of a consciousness created by my brain? I think I always existed before the world. What do you think about this? Or is the life I am living now the only and first life bestowed upon me? Did I exist before this world?

Thank you in advance for your help.

Hello friends, my name is Ömer, I am a Turk,I've always wondered why we humans came to this world. Since childhood, I've thought that the creator who sent me here was evil, and sometimes I can't help but think that I could have been created as a cow or even a cat. But now I realize that I am a human being, and possess something that animals don't have: consciousness, soul, or whatever you want to call it.

Sometimes I begin to think that I always existed before this world, that my soul is immortal, and sometimes wonder if I really wanted to come to this world just to have an experience, but if that were the case, there would be a way out of this world, but they only leave us with one option: death.

So what I want to ask you is, am I any different from animals, or am I no different from them, and does that mean I will cease to exist when I die?

If you'd like, I'd like to ask you a few questions. If there's anyone knowledgeable about this, they can talk to me. I'll start now:

1-My coming to this world is to give energy to the demiurge who created us, I mean, is this a prison and do they feed on our energy? I think they call this loosh.

2-Who am I really? Where do I come from in this world? I always think I existed before this world.

3-The creator who made my physical body might be evil, that's not the problem, but where does my soul come from, and is it truly immortal, and is my consciousness separate from time and space

4-Did the Creator really create me for His own benefit?If the creator is so evil and he's the one who created this prison, then why didn't anyone stop him? It means my soul was more powerful than his creator's, and I exist to satisfy his ego.

5-Why was it necessary for me to come into this world? Why did I have to exist and be a slave to this life?

6-Do I have a divine spark, an essence independent of my body and ego?

7-Is death the end, or will I be reincarnated again and again in different bodies forever? When will this prison end? Is there no way out of this prison? Why do they send our souls to different bodies and erase our memories? Why do I have to start everything over again? Is this to prevent my awakening? And is there a possibility of being reincarnated forever?

8-When will I be free from this burden? Do I have to disappear forever, or does my individual self have to vanish? Perhaps I need to return to where I belong.

9-And in addition, I would like to ask this: how is the soul breathed into me in the womb while I am still a zygote or fetus, before I am born? Where does the soul come from? Or is the soul present in the sperm and egg?

10-Or am I a product of a consciousness created by my brain? I think I always existed before the world. What do you think about this? Or is the life I am living now the only and first life bestowed upon me? Did I exist before this world?

Thank you in advance for your help.

Hello everyone. My name is Ömer, I’m from Turkey.

I’ve been wondering about these things for a long time, ever since I was a child. I’ve always had the feeling that the one who sent me here might not be good. Sometimes I even think it would have been better if I had been born as an animal — a cow or a cat — instead of a human. But I’m human, and I have something animals don’t seem to have: this heavy consciousness, this awareness, this soul, or whatever we call it.

I often feel like I existed before this world. My soul feels older than this life. At the same time I wonder if I really chose to come here just for “experience.” If that were true, there should be a way out. But the only exit we’re given is death.

So I want to ask some honest questions. If anyone here has thought about these things, I’d like to hear your thoughts.

1.Is this world a kind of prison? Are we here to generate energy (what some call loosh) for a demiurge or some higher force?

2.Who am I really? Where did I come from? I keep feeling that I existed before this life.

3.Even if the creator of my physical body is flawed or evil, where does my soul come from? Is it truly immortal? Is my consciousness independent of time and space?

4.Did the creator make me for his own benefit? If he is the one who built this prison, why was he not stopped? Does that mean my soul was somehow more powerful, or am I here just to serve his ego?

5.Why was it necessary for me to come into this world at all? Why do I have to exist and carry this burden?

6.Do I have a divine spark or essence that is independent of my body and ego?

7.Is death the end, or will I keep being reincarnated into different bodies? Why are our memories erased each time? Is this done to prevent awakening? Is there any real way out of the cycle?

8.When will this burden end? Do I need to disappear completely, or does the individual self need to dissolve so I can return to where I belong?

9.How does the soul enter the body? Is it breathed into the zygote or fetus in the womb? Does it come from somewhere else, or is it already present in the sperm and egg?

10. Or is everything I’m experiencing just a product of my brain? Was this my first and only life, or did I exist before this world?

I’m not looking for comforting answers. I just want honest thoughts from people who have also asked these questions.

!!!Or, I would ask you to recommend a book or a trustworthy person who can help me find answers to these questions, so I can discuss that book and its connection to humanity with the artificial intelligence.

Thank you

Hello friends, my name is Ömer, I am a Turk, my name is Ömer.I've always wondered why we humans came to this world. Since childhood, I've thought that the creator who sent me here was evil, and sometimes I can't help but think that I could have been created as a cow or even a cat. But now I realize that I am a human being, and I possess something that animals don't have: consciousness, soul, or whatever you want to call it.

Sometimes I begin to think that I always existed before this world, that my soul is immortal, and sometimes I wonder if I really wanted to come to this world just to have an experience, but if that were the case, there would be a way out of this world, but they only leave us with one option: death.

So what I want to ask you is, am I any different from animals, or am I no different from them, and does that mean I will cease to exist when I die?

If you'd like, I'd like to ask you a few questions. If there's anyone knowledgeable about this, they can talk to me. I'll start now:

1-My coming to this world is to give energy to the demiurge who created us, I mean, is this a prison and do they feed on our energy? I think they call this loosh.

2-Who am I really? Where do I come from in this world? I always think I existed before this world.

3-The creator who made my physical body might be evil, that's not the problem, but where does my soul come from, and is it truly immortal, and is my consciousness separate from time and space?

4-Did the Creator really create me for His own benefit?If the creator is so evil and he's the one who created this prison, then why didn't anyone stop him? It means my soul was more powerful than his creator's, and I exist to satisfy his ego.

5-Why was it necessary for me to come into this world? Why did I have to exist and be a slave to this life?

6-Do I have a divine spark, an essence independent of my body and ego?

7-Is death the end, or will I be reincarnated again and again in different bodies forever? When will this prison end? Is there no way out of this prison? Why do they send our souls to different bodies and erase our memories? Why do I have to start everything over again? Is this to prevent my awakening? And is there a possibility of being reincarnated forever?

8-When will I be free from this burden? Do I have to disappear forever, or does my individual self have to vanish? Perhaps I need to return to where I belong.

Thank you in advance for your help.

I’ve been asking these questions for a long time and I’m exhausted.

I was born on October 30, 2008. Existing feels like a heavy burden. There’s a constant emptiness that nothing fills. I often feel like I don’t belong here at all. Sometimes I genuinely wish I had never been born.

I don’t believe any good or loving creator put me here for my own benefit. It feels much more like I was brought into this world to serve a purpose that benefits something else — whether that’s energy, control, experience, or whatever they get out of us. The idea that this place is a prison or a system designed to keep us producing something makes more sense to me than the usual explanations.

One question I can’t let go of is this: there are millions of animals that live and die without this heavy self-awareness. Why was this kind of consciousness given to humans like me? It doesn’t feel like a gift. It feels like a weight that traps you here, forces you to question everything, and leaves you empty. Animals don’t seem to carry this burden. So why us?

I want honest thoughts on these:

Was I created or sent here for the benefit of a higher force or system?

Why give humans this level of consciousness if it mostly creates suffering and emptiness?

Is this world a prison or a farm rather than a school or a gift?

Did I choose to come here, or was I forced / deceived into it?

Is reincarnation just a recycling system that keeps us trapped and forgetful?

What actually happens after death? Are we wiped and sent back, or is complete non-existence possible?

Is there any real way out, or is every path just another layer of the same system?

Does my existence have any meaning beyond being useful to something else?

I’m not looking for positivity, “lessons,” karma explanations, or “you create your own reality.”

I just want direct perspectives from people who also question whether we were put here to be used.

Thanks.

I’ve been asking these questions for a long time and I’m exhausted by soft answers.

I was born on October 30, 2008. Existing feels heavy most of the time. There’s a constant emptiness that nothing fills. I often feel like I don’t belong here at all. Sometimes I genuinely wish I had never been born.

I don’t believe I was created out of love or for my own good. It feels more like I was brought here for someone else’s benefit — whether that’s energy, attention, experience, or control. The idea that a creator (or the force behind this world) used us for its own purposes makes more sense to me than the usual explanations.

I want direct thoughts on these:

Was I created or sent here for the benefit of a higher force / system / creator?

Is this world a prison or a farm rather than a school or a gift?

Did I choose to come here, or was I forced, deceived, or trapped into it?

Why does consciousness itself feel like such a burden?

Why is there this constant emptiness and feeling of not belonging?

What actually happens after death? Are we recycled back into the system, or is complete non-existence possible?

Is there any real way out, or is every path just another layer of the same trap?

Does the Saturnian system, black cube, or time-matrix play a role in keeping this structure in place?

I’m not looking for comfort, spiritual positivity, or “everything happens for a reason.”

I just want honest perspectives from people who also question whether we were put here to be used.

Thanks.

Hello,

I was born on October 30, 2008, the day before Samhain.

I’ve been told this places a birth right on the threshold between the everyday world and the Otherworld. I’m trying to understand what that actually means from a Celtic perspective.

I’ve been asking these questions for a long time and I’m not looking for soft or comforting answers:

Why are we here at all?

Is there a reason a person is born into this world, or is it just something that happens?

What do Celtic traditions say about what happens after death?

Does being born so close to Samhain carry any particular meaning regarding one’s relationship with the Otherworld, death, or the reason for existing?

I don't feel like I fully belong in this world. Existing often feels heavy. I'm not asking for therapy or positivity - I'm asking what the old Celtic views (mythological, reconstructionist, or folk) actually say about these things.

According to them,Why did I come into this world?, why was consciousness given to me specifically, something not given to millions of animals? What makes me different from animals? Where was I before this world? Why do I die like animals? Will my soul go to another body after death? Nothing in this world defines me. I cannot tolerate the falsity of this world. There is an emptiness inside me, and I cannot escape it. Why did the creator create me? Was it to give me this heavy burden, or did I want to come into this world on my own? What remains of the Celts from the past to the present? Or have their beliefs also become corrupted, like all religions? And I gave you my date of birth, perhaps someone will know something about me. I was born on Thursday, October 30th. What happens when you are born on October 30th? What does being born on October 30th signify about me?

If you work with Irish, Welsh, Scottish, or any Celtic tradition, I'd like to hear what those sources point to.

Thank you.

I've been asking these questions for a long time and I'm exhausted by soft answers.

I was born on 30 October 2008.

My name is Ömer İnanç.

Most of the time, existing feels like a burden.

There's a constant emptiness. Sometimes I

genuinely wish I had never been born. I don't feel like I belong in this world.

I want to know what people here actually think from an esoteric perspective:

Why are we here?

Is this world a kind of prison or trap (like the Gnostic Demiurge idea)?

Why does consciousness feel so heavy?

What happens after death according to the systems you study?

Is there a real way out, or is every tradition just another layer of the same system?

I'm not looking for comfort or "everything has a purpose" answers.

I want direct, honest perspectives from whatever esoteric current you follow.

If you've studied Gnosticism, Hermeticism, Neoplatonism, or any related system, I'd like to hear what those frameworks actually say about why we exist and whether this life is a mistake or a prison.

Thanks.

Hello,

I'm interested in symbolic and esoteric impressions based on the following information. I'm not looking for a full psychic reading, but rather what patterns, archetypes, or currents stand out to you from an occult/numerological perspective.

Data:

Name: Ömer İnanç

Date of Birth: 30 October 2008

Day: Thursday

Sign: Scorpio

Additional Question:

​Which primary planet or energy do you think aligns best with or represents this overall combination?

​

Any impressions related to planetary influence, elemental quality, or archetypal forces are welcome.

Thank you!

Hello everyone,

I've been asking myself this question for a long time: **Why do I exist? Why was I born into this world?**

I was born on October 30, 2008. I'm 17 years old, and every day I feel more and more that existing is a burden.

Sometimes I detach myself from the world, as if I had never existed.

There's a void inside me that I can't fill. Neither gratitude nor anything else closes this void.

To me, existing feels like a mistake from the beginning.

Why did God or the Creator create me? Just so I could be a slave, give energy, and suffer?

Why don't I receive any revelation, why is there no sign?

Why do I live like an animal but with consciousness? Why was this consciousness given to me?

Sometimes I say, “I wish I had never existed.”

In this world, everything is temporary, everything is a burden.

What will happen when I die? Will I cease to exist? Will I reincarnate? Will I return to Pleroma?

I don't know. But in my current state, existing gives me no joy.

What do you think? Why do we exist?

Are we forced to carry this burden?

Is non-existence salvation?

Do you have any other thoughts?

Thank you.