Was denied bc they said I have “limitations” and that I’m not disabled. I only work four hours a shift because I will be in physical pain if I work longer. How are they going to tell me I’m not disabled and they haven’t even seen me in person.
Never good enough to have friends Never good enough to be in a relationship Never good enough to be alive
23f only had 1 friend who isn’t my friend anymore and never been in a relationship. I feel like I don’t have a place in this world bc I’ve never been accepted. I’m tried of ppl telling me to wait a little longer I’ve waited 23 years I’m tried of lies. My life isn’t getting any better I’m to poor/disable for a social life. I’m tried of feeling worthless I just wanted to belong somewhere
I went out with some ppl yesterday and had fun. They were all really nice and I thought we got along but Ik we won’t hang out again. I only have one of their numbers bc this person invited me. They also invited me to a party but didn’t give me any details.
But all my life I’ve only had 1 real friend. The 2 fake friend groups I was in everyone tried me like I didn’t matter. They would always let someone in the group be rude to me.
Like why can’t I just be normal and have friends. I try talking to ppl but it never works. Like wtf is wrong with me.This is why I tired ending it bc I couldn’t be normal. Now I’m disabled and will never be normal.
All I wanted was community.