I really am badly but thought maybe hearing some off the wall stuff might help a bit who knows can't get any worse than it already is so let me here it
I've cheated on every person I've ever talked to I don't get a thrill from it or feel anything when I do it just feels normal I've been doing it since highschool & all throughout my 20's still doing it in my 30's I know in my head that it's wrong but I still do it idk what to do about this is it a condition or something else I just don't know how to stop doing it just feels normal at this point
So I'm 32M light skin, tall, long hair, have a beard if I had to rate myself what I think I am compared to the woman who are attracted to me I would say 8.5 I am just a guessing
I have come across alot of married women over the years in every single one has cheated on them with me most I knew about cause they would always complain about them there story usually is always the same but slightly different they don't help around the house, give me enough love or always working & I do feel bad for them at first but they start to show there true colors after a few days there ungrateful the guy is working for his family she doesn't know how to communicate & they just want attention from other people instead of fixing there relationship
I give them the attention & things always get sexual text nudes video calls you name it I know it's wrong but I still do it in sometimes I do feel bad about it cause I'm not all of them if most or bad husbands
I talked to a Christian tiktok streamer recently & they would host Bible studies in all that kinda stuff she was married we talked for a bit sent normal pictures back in forward had conversations in thought she was cute but she started flirting with me after I showed her what I look like & I started doing the same back somehow the conversation got sexual & we started talking about all that freaky stuff I guess she felt bad after a day or whatever after she did I got blocked made me think some wife some Christian kinda crazy
Another time this woman was complaining her husband always works so she never has enough attention she had 2 kids just had 1 was about 8 months old I thought the dude probably working hard for his family which come to find out he was but first yeah we talked things got sexual got nudes all that in whatever we talked for about a month then one day I guess her husband took her phone in asked who I was so I told him what was going on he said this isn't the first time it happened told him everything & what she said about him he seemed cool then afterwards he blocked me
I'ma just tell one more story cause I have many
This older Asian lady said her husband was annoying they always fight she was from a different country said she married him & had kids came to the states with him we would always flirt she would video call me to see her nude all the time then things got sexual had ended up blocking her cause I got in a relationship then when we broke up I unblocked her in things got sexual again eventually I just unadded her so I wouldn't be able to find her again got tired of her basically had many women I was talking to at that point
Married women are always attracted to me it's mainly the looks but I guess in a way I always listen to them in try to understand them give them give the attention they want as well at the end of the day I don't really get anything out of it but sexual acts they not leaving there husbands for me I would definitely turn them down if they did there cheaters
Is it my fault for there cheating or do I contribute to it idk I feel like it's my fault a bit but at the same time no cause they chosing to cheat on there husbands let me know
Really needing $11 for ps plus so I can play my games anytime would help honestly