Sex starved
I'm a 34 year old sex starved woman.
The man I married, I met when I was a 19yo virgin. I didn't know who I was sexually back then. We're now 15 months into a dead bedroom. Sex, when we did have it was super vanilla. I have tried so hard to add some excitement into the bedroom but he DOES NOT CARE. Hes very low libido and has always struggled with ED. The reason we've stopped having sex is because I'm no longer on the pill and he can't stay hard long enough for the condom to stay on. He's been to the Dr about this. Viagra also doesn't help.
I can walk past him naked and he doesn't react. I'm not unattractive, I know there are men out there that would show me what I'm missing, I've even discussed divorce with him because of this, but I ultimately feel too shallow to divorce over sex, especially when it's not his fouls he has a low libido. The past few nights we've managed to mutually masturbate together. I was talking dirty to him and he seems to be turned off by it if anything. So I asked him what he was going to do to me, which led to the least sexy dirty talk I've ever heard. I'm at a loss. I feel like I'm missing out on my best sexual years. There's no point to this post really. I just needed to get this off my chest.
Thanks for listening.