u/WindBloom36

Okay, so just genuine question and im sorry if I say anything offensive in this(please tell me if i do in the comments). So ive been struggling with my identity for a while now and I finally figured out im a ftm femboy bc I still love girl clothes but just don't like being a girl. I met some people on here who have used or still use neo-pronouns and I think that they are really cool but just wanted to know how some of yall figured out you wanted to start using them bc ive been thinking that some of them sound like me and stuff that i think i identify as.

Also happy pride!!! :)

Im so fucking done with life right now. So basically ive been with this person for a while, im just gonna call them my partner bc they are bigender and it changes a lot. I love them but I don't think they love me back anymore. I have homophobic parents so I can't hangout with them outside of school, also they have struggled with substance abuse and alcoholism for a while and my mom has a lot of alcohol so she doesn't want them at our house. But im scared that my partner thinks I just don't want to spend time with them. We haven't kissed yet and the last time I was gonna kiss them, I had to leave early from school. They said before we were together that they broke up with their last gf bc they never were intimate(not like sex but like holding hands and kissing and all that stuff) and now I think that they're mad at me. I sent them a text that said I love you before I logged off for the night and they replied with a thumbs up, not the usual I love you back. Also I have been raped in the past by someone and now im scared of sex but I haven't told them ive been raped before bc im scared that they will get mad at me for not telling them earlier but I know they won't, but im still scared. Im just tired and im scared. I don't want to loose them.

Okay so im fine if yall send me a inappropriate song, but I have parental restrictions so I can't listen to E songs on Spotify so try not to but its fine if it is