u/WitchsmellerPrsuivnt

Its becoming noticeable that since the "Perez incident " where she was sexualising his self harm and cpuldnt stop herself repeating herself describing his mosning, she has been dropping extra sexualising implications in almost everything.

Yesterday she went on some fucked up rant about other women "getting some" and implying her and Twizzle Dick "getting more than anyone else"...

Then after getting told off about deliberately leaving a 9yr old disabled child open to PDFs in her chat for money, she decided to state that not only can a "child give consent" - NO YOU FAT FUCK THEY CANT- but then doubles down on vowing to show the child everyday for her pdfs.

Then followed by her smug and obnoxious "degassi cool gorl" act of sexualising everything , including implying Noor as some kind of desperado. "Pippi long nipples" as some random comment.

Then regurgitating more speculation about how others have sex. Then professing how ugly other women are in comparison to herself.

Then... "Rosie....Rosie....Rosie" , more sexualising.comments about her boyfriend.

Then we got an hour long Islamic modesty lecture, reverting back to the "the western world is do spoiled" rhetoric, the false modesty, pontificating over how she isn't bothered by others.

And what makes this extra pathetic, her gullet hanging out, her face looking like a bloated, putrifying egg, and deliberately doing gratuitous fupa and gunt shots, showcasing the filth and squalor in her apartment , farting, passing, shitting all thecwhile boasting about her sexual prowess. Practically petrifying infront of the camera. NO MAN will f-k that.

Her pdfs ,scat freaks and feeders gotta get their moneys worth before she disappears somewhere in a huge hole in Syria.

I'm blowing up like a balloon.

I'm - 47f, Vax injured ( confirmed by Uniklinik Marburg, lucky me) and as a result have "long covid", MECFS, respiratory dysautonomia and gained 80kgs in a few years (im now 140kg) as my cytokines Interleukin-6 and TNF-A are very high.

My GP started me on 0.025mg sublingual fluid, at the end of June, and my weight gain has accelerated. Just started 0.05mg.

I found that taking it at 8pm is better than other times for me as I get an almost instant reaction , that has valued down a lot in the last week.

I get bouts of ravenous hunger that I've managed to overcome.

However, the scales tell the truth and I'm not sure what to do, I cannot tolerate a GLP-1 due to my dysautonomia, so that's not an option. Metformin depletes ATP so I can't do that either.

Anyone with a positive outcome or am I going to hit 200kgs by Christmas? I'm grateful for any wisdom!

(Trying to keep it humoured but, omg, im freaking out)

Ive been taking 0.025mg liquid for a week to treat my post vac injury that resulted in respiratory dysautonomia, MECFS and metabolic issues.

I originally started in 0.05mg but had migraines, so I halvd it and felt more energy but my breathing started worsening.

Now within an hour of taking it,all my respiratory dysautonomia symptoms worsen. Air hunger, my diaphragm is noticeable weaker. Its like im totally flared up and when i breathe in, the air ua very "thin".

Does anyone else,have this in LDN?

Been working at my company as a management system engineer (air radfic conttol, military too) for almost 7 yrs, its a pretty standard German tech company and my new Team leader is great and in his position about 18mths. Im 47f.

Im a SME of particular equipment and landed the role as SME and responsible for such equipment in the new project. I have over 20yrs experience im ex military senior tech specialist. .

Ive been really ill the last 4 yrs on reduced workload in other projects without drama to concentrate on healing and now returning full time , and thrown deep into the start of a hectic , understaffed project that appears rather dysfunctional with a strange reporting/communication hierarchy.

4 months ago I was assigned another engineer (36f an ex military engineering officer) to "give me a hand" getting back into full swing, and she was a friend. Id never been involved in the first part of such a project before and was looking forward to her assistance to get back on my feet.

Instead, she has virtually taken over, is extremely competitive, has manipulated the information flow down to CCing me in emails of which I have no context and the only discussion she will have is to deflect legitinate information gathering about the equipment, to talking about my illness of which I dont wish to discuss .

Any task there is to do with my expertise, she automatically jumps on, organises, starts calling up contractors, before ive even had a chance to see what is needed. The supervisor is only seemingly communicating with her moe as a result as she looks proactive.

Facts are, she has no experience with this equipment, but has on several occasions attempted to construct a "officer/soldier " relationship with me, she "delegates" silly tasks like "while im away can you check to see if the number has changed", while in the background she has pretty much buried information and bevone involved on topics she doesn't even have clearance to be part of, encroaching on other colleagues responsibilities. She is a peer,no authority over me. Allegedly.

Our temporary supervisor (who is being replaced next week by a SME with similar background to me ) is delegating tasks of this equipment to her and a bunch of others as a "who wants to take this on?"... its my damn equipment. Then when i play along and say "ill do it"... suddenly my "assistant " has not only taken over, she had been running it for weeks, and bombarding me and everyone with at least 15-20 emails a day with links, brief "ping pong discussions" and copying in management. So why did the supervisor even ask when he already knew this?

She decided to stop communicating verbally with me a month ago because she was "upset" I clawed back my actual tasks while she was on 2 week holiday (its my equipment!!) and because she is a mother of young children, in Germany, that trumps any complaint against her , as she is legally protected. She gets away with being bossy, interrupting colleagues continuously, sending me chat messages that I font know what im talking about when I try to contribute and even hinting there was so e sort of "investigation " into my conduct after I blew up in a meeting, frustrated as to why I was not being informed of tasks or when I ask, everyone allegedly "doesn't know"... but she does. There is NO investigation into me at all.

So she is now stonewalling and "grey rocking" me. DARVO.

Today I found out she has virtually taken on the entire portfolio, - the one i was allegedly asked to volunteer for- shortly before a meeting for that portfolio where she conducted the whole thing, put me on mute. Then bombarded with excel sheets and meeting protocols... CCed ro all management of course.

A double cross?

I suspected this was going in but had no evidence until today. I emailed my Team Leader with an emotional email (I was super triggered) , with links to the emails sent by her and the supervisor, weeks ago about "taking in this as volunteer"... its my damn equipmentand im being held responsible for it all and have lost any control over my assigned portfolio.

It appears a King Theodon and Wormtongue situation. (LOTR reference) . My Team Leader has bern informed in my performance appraisal about this crap. We were going to "wait and see" with the new supervisor next week, but omg I need to do something.

What would you guys do? Quitting is not an option.

TDLR - assistant colleague taken over my entire portfolio, controlling communication and burying vital information in places only she and a select few are aware of. Simultaneously flooding emails of her "doing all the work" to demonstrate my "incompetence ".

Been working at my company as a management system engineer (air radfic conttol, military too) for almost 7 yrs, its a pretty standard German tech company and my new Team leader is great and in his position about 18mths. Im 47f.

Im a SME of particular equipment and landed the role as SME and responsible for such equipment in the new project. I have over 20yrs experience im ex military senior tech specialist. .

Ive been really ill the last 4 yrs on reduced workload in other projects without drama to concentrate on healing and now returning full time , and thrown deep into the start of a hectic , understaffed project that appears rather dysfunctional with a strange reporting/communication hierarchy.

4 months ago I was assigned another engineer (36f an ex military engineering officer) to "give me a hand" getting back into full swing, and she was a friend. Id never been involved in the first part of such a project before and was looking forward to her assistance to get back on my feet.

Instead, she has virtually taken over, is extremely competitive, has manipulated the information flow down to CCing me in emails of which I have no context and the only discussion she will have is to deflect legitinate information gathering about the equipment, to talking about my illness of which I dont wish to discuss .

Any task there is to do with my expertise, she automatically jumps on, organises, starts calling up contractors, before ive even had a chance to see what is needed. The supervisor is only seemingly communicating with her moe as a result as she looks proactive.

Facts are, she has no experience with this equipment, but has on several occasions attempted to construct a "officer/soldier " relationship with me, she "delegates" silly tasks like "while im away can you check to see if the number has changed", while in the background she has pretty much buried information and bevone involved on topics she doesn't even have clearance to be part of, encroaching on other colleagues responsibilities. She is a peer,no authority over me. Allegedly.

Our temporary supervisor (who is being replaced next week by a SME with similar background to me ) is delegating tasks of this equipment to her and a bunch of others as a "who wants to take this on?"... its my damn equipment. Then when i play along and say "ill do it"... suddenly my "assistant " has not only taken over, she had been running it for weeks, and bombarding me and everyone with at least 15-20 emails a day with links, brief "ping pong discussions" and copying in management. So why did the supervisor even ask when he already knew this?

She decided to stop communicating verbally with me a month ago because she was "upset" I clawed back my actual tasks while she was on 2 week holiday (its my equipment!!) and because she is a mother of young children, in Germany, that trumps any complaint against her , as she is legally protected. She gets away with being bossy, interrupting colleagues continuously, sending me chat messages that I font know what im talking about when I try to contribute and even hinting there was so e sort of "investigation " into my conduct after I blew up in a meeting, frustrated as to why I was not being informed of tasks or when I ask, everyone allegedly "doesn't know"... but she does. There is NO investigation into me at all.

So she is now stonewalling and "grey rocking" me. DARVO.

Today I found out she has virtually taken on the entire portfolio, - the one i was allegedly asked to volunteer for- shortly before a meeting for that portfolio where she conducted the whole thing, put me on mute. Then bombarded with excel sheets and meeting protocols... CCed ro all management of course.

A double cross?

I suspected this was going in but had no evidence until today. I emailed my Team Leader with an emotional email (I was super triggered) , with links to the emails sent by her and the supervisor, weeks ago about "taking in this as volunteer"... its my damn equipmentand im being held responsible for it all and have lost any control over my assigned portfolio.

It appears a King Theodon and Wormtongue situation. (LOTR reference) .
My Team Leader has bern informed in my performance appraisal about this crap. We were going to "wait and see" with the new supervisor next week, but omg I need to do something.

What would you guys do? Quitting is not an option.

TDLR - assistant colleague taken over my entire portfolio, controlling communication and burying vital information in places only she and a select few are aware of. Simultaneously flooding emails of her "doing all the work" to demonstrate my "incompetence ".

Hallo my loveliest, has anyone recently developed new muscle weakness?

Last weakness my right arm is like jelly and shaking when I use it. It cane and went but still doesn't feel right.

And today both legs are jelly. Ive been housebound mostly and last 4 weeks pretty much in bed will rolling PEM.

Emg 2 yrs ago was clean.

Anyone any ideas? Trying not to spiral down "that" road.

Hi everyone, Ive had MECFS and respiratory dysautonomia for 5 years and have become housebound, mostly in bed for the last 6mths.

Ive gained a significant amount of weight in tje last 3 years (130kgs from 58kgs) and i feel awful. I want to save what muscle i have left and I need to lose this weight as its impacting my breathing which is already compromised.

Is stretching or weights in bed and option? My medical practitioners only suggest cardio which i know is a no-go.

Any advice is appreciated, thankyou 🙏

This morning I woke up to my entire body shaking with the internal tremors. Ive never woken up like this before.

I reached to turn off my alarm and my arm was so weak and shake it was a struggle. The shaking subsided after about 20mins.

Another thing to list as scary.

Anyone else?

This morning I woke up to my entire body shaking with the internal tremors. Ive never woken up like this before.

I reached to turn off my alarm and my arm was so weak and shake it was a struggle. The shaking subsided after about 20mins.

Another thing to list as scary.

Anyone else?

This morning I woke up to my entire body shaking with the internal tremors. Ive never woken up like this before.

I reached to turn off my alarm and my arm was so weak and shake it was a struggle. The shaking subsided after about 20mins.

Another thing to list as scary.