Like what is thr absolute best for that genre of music? I was thinking either the new 2024+ Tesla Model 3 Long range AWD or the Acura 3D ELS audio system? But idk I want more opinions.
okay so I have to start off from the beginning basically this all started in 2022 so I knew this girl lets call her A so I started being friends with a the beginning of my sophomore year of highshool and then she began to like me and I saw the signs but I also kinda just got out of a relationship with my current gf at the time who's irrelevant to the story but yeah because of her I was still kinda attached and was trying to get over. So fast forward maybe like 6ish months its like march of 2023 and me n A are still friends but I was lowk a whore so I was talking to multiple people including her so basically now I introduce D so me and D were ig "friends" because we have chats on snap from October 2022 so me and D started talking more than me and A like I said I was a whore and I would talk to multiple people. so me and D ig started talking more and more flirting, snapping, and even calling. so around maybe the end of march/April we hangout If I got the timeline right. and we went to the movies watched the movie it was kinda awkward but we did end up like kinda cuddling and we kissed. but she like was actin weird kinda idk how too explain it. like she was uncomfortable MIND YOU I asked multiple times if she was okay or if I was doing anything weird or whatever. she said ur good ur good blah blah. and then we left and that was on a Saturday so Monday comes around and I go to school and at this point in time I was on the track team for my school and so at practice like throughout the day multiple people came up to me and were like yo people are saying you like sexually assaulted/ raped D and I was like WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK because first off that's genuinely not something to joke about and also Im a very respectful guy I don't fw that begging or forcing shit at all like NO means NO and so I confronted D about it because I was like it had to have come from her and she was like no I didn't say that but you did make me uncomfortable or wtv and I was like wtf and we argued and fought for like 2 hours and I was like I don't need me reputation getting even worse because to be honest I already didn't have a good reputation in my school so this would just make it 10x worse. so ultimately I ended up blocking her on everything and it stayed like this up until around December of 2025 and between this timeframe I ended up dating A and we dated from 2023 to 2024 and it ended horrible I made terrible choices and cheated on her and she was a great person but wtv she's not the main point of this story. but throughout all this time I still stalked and thought about D idk why but she was just so perfect in my eyes like she had a great personality and she was skinny and she played/liked basketball and btw basketball is my fav sport ever ever since I was in like the 5th grade and then on top of that im a fucking huge person when it comes to music like genuinely music means everything to me like I can't even go a single day without listening music and me and her had relatively the same music tastes and that meant a lot to me. overall I was lowk obsessed with her but unfortunately I assumed she hated me and I didn't talk to her or have any contact with her. so like because I thought she hated me I ended up just not like when anyone I know talked to her or if I saw her id be like ew like you bitch wtv. it was wrong of me to do that because what goes around comes around. so in 2024 I was trying to get over A but she ended up just literally changing and she deadass became a piece of shit to me and to a lot of other people. but anyways she finally ended up completely ending things with me and she blocked me on everything and then her and D met and they started becoming friends and I was like wtf no way there friends. and that bothered me a lot so I was like fuck both of them fr. anyways fast forward a year 2025. I didn't talk to either of them now but I did talk to one of A's ex friends lets call her E so E told me a bunch of things about both of them and how they've changed and what not and now she wasn't friends with either of them but now me an her are friends so fast forward near the end of 25 me and E are still friends but D and A aren't as close of friends of how they used to be in the beginning of the year. anyways D, A, and E were all friends at one point and then in like the beginning of 25 they stopped and it was only D and A and then A changed again and starting being weird with D its crazy but it was basically one big cycle all starting from A. so near the end of 2025 E and D started to reconnect after maybe like 6-8 months of not being friends and mind you at this point in time E is genuinely my only female friend. so as they reconnect slowly me and D clear up our history and we restart on a clean slate. so for the beginning of 2026 from the end of December up until today me E, D, and D's current bf are all a big friend group and everything was normal up until last week Thursday so mind you the last time me and D had anything flirty or anything was 3 years ago and obviously she's still attractive in my eyes and I still kind of like her in a way. but she has a bf and not even joking every time I would be friends with her or talked to her she had a bf or a talking stage even back in 2023 and 2022 so it was like fuck bro I want a turn and that's gonna sound ridiculous but like yeah bro let me get a shot. anyways so this month we ended up going to Vermont with me D and like 6 other people and it was great super fun and great views but something happened. before she left apparently she went on a "break" with her bf and now some people might agree that breaks are okay and not stupid imo I think their just so the person can cheat or talk to people like think about it 85% of the time actually no 90% of the time people go on a break in their relationship they end up talking or doing something with someone else. so I was like well that's not good but when we got to Vermont she started touching me, and I was like wtf is going on because she's never done that before. and then over the course of the next 2 days it just got more and more frequent and now we didn't technically do anything sexual but we cuddled and slept together in the same bed and like I kissed her face and stuff like that. Now im a huge emotional person and like this starting to make me reflect and I ended up crying and thinking about what we did because this was borderline cheating. but I manned up and was like crying isn't going to do anything then Sunday night I went to a concert and the whole time I couldn't stop thinking about her because to be honest I caught feelings for her like genuinely I haven't been touched by someone the way she touched and held me and talked to me those 3 days in Vermont and so Sunday night I texted her that I think maybe we shouldn't be friends because I have feelings for her and she's still figuring out things between her and her current bf. so I just ended up unadding her on everything from acting irrationally. and then literally she sent me texts and I ended up adding her back in the morning and then Monday night came around and mind you I was trying to get rid of the feelings because no matter how bad I want her or whatever I know im not going to be able to. and so Monday night I end up sleeping in a dorm with her and two other girls and then it happens again after me thinking it was over she started touching me and I touched back and then she smoked for the first time and me and her friend had to trip sit her because she has super bad panic attacks or whatever and so then we come back to the dorm after leaving and smoking its prolly like 1:30am at this point and I lay in the bed with her because the dorm had two beds. and so basically one thing led to another and we basically tried to have sex but because of the angle it wouldn't go in and so then we slept together again. then the next day we was driving around and what not and then we ended up going to a friends house and again one thing led to another and I fingered her and we tried to fuck and bro my dick just wasn't getting hard enough I think it was because I was nervous or something but then later that night she dropped me off and she said " hey I think we should just stay as friends" and I was like bro wtf we can't go from almost fucking to just being normal and that's where im at right now. so yeah basically Fuck Limerence and yeah.