I’ve struggled alot recently I’m young I feel like I need to see a therapist but how do I introduce this to my parents I don’t know how as they are the cause I just want some aupport or is their free help for me ???
For years I have felt nothing I’m a young girl .since I have known my parents eould fight sometimes physicsl sometimes screaming but over tears I had realised it was my mother causing this she would begin to do small things to upset me .She never ever listens or takes accountability and makes it seem like eveyone is wrong or she’s a victim it makes me so sad I feel like I lack a connection with her she also goes silent and dismisses any of my feelings ever I rember times she eould scream in my face for something I had not done and I know it’s small but growing up in this environment was horrible and I wish I had differnt parents.my mom defibely had mental issues and I’ve heard a lot but I now hate myself I get suicide thoughts depressive episodes and a lot of doubt due to this I hate my life and I just need to know if there’s anything I can do theres a lot more but that’s a rundown