u/Worldly_Ground_5501

i didnt kno wat flair 2 use 4 this ngllll… the 1 chart i censored had icky sexual stuff but the og is on pinterest

attatched r imgs of all our ids who remember a partner’s yumeships, tho there r many more ! around like 80% of our kins yumeship, lol .

tenna remembers being married to spamton, ralsei remembers dating kris, regect was married to ze, bassie and shelly r technically both ids, and from the same canon, they were in a relationship for a while before they broke up, but bassie still yumes with her bcus she was rly in love with her, broken spawn was in love with fire ring, red dated purple, and good was dating cold !!

i saw a post promoting this sub on the main fictkin sub and it seems fun, i might post here a bit :DDDDDD

dbls for both kins and yumes r awesome

ignore the minecraft vid in the corner im watchin unstable smp rn lol

so i was trying to upload some flags and for some reason specific imgs would make the upload button go dark not let me upload it and it wouldnt give me any reason as to y?

has anyone had this issue b4? is there a reason? my only hunch is that it might be due to the image size…

EDIT: i dont think size is the issue

EDIT 2: it is now not letting me upload flags ive uploaded before?

i… i need a break. from the internet, for a while. expect less posts and replies from me.

…i made a post, earlie, about how i was experiencing a bad ivan shift, and its bugged me all day, but i tried to ignore it, trying to get spoke to be our “main shifter” and eventually push ivan out of front, but i was showering and dissociatin, until i started shaving. already a bad idea, but i was planning on going swimming tmrw, so i had to. i was doing fine, pushing down the urge to cut, but i accidentally nicked myself in the leg on the razor, and that set me off into a full psychotic meltdown, repeating to myself that i deserved that for what i did to andrew, and before i knew i, my thighs were covered in scars.

dont ask me to go to therapy, i would, but im in a really bad financial state rn, and i cant afford it, plus im too terrified to tell anyone abt my issues.

…dont expect a reply to ur comment, either. as i said before, im taking a mental health break from the internet for a while. u all r gr8 tho.

- 📝🔥 ivan + 🌈💣 spoke + 🌟🍕 elliot

🪓 tws for mentions of murder and abuse

i recently kinfirmed ivan from bad things. all i knew about him was from a summary of the game and i felt a connection to him, and so i kinfirmed them. i watched a bit of the beginning of a playthrough, but then i read his article on the bad things wiki and i… the memories just came flooding back to me and i felt horrible, im on the verge of tears as im typing this. my head and the other shifters tell me i should feel sorry for abusing andrew, that was unforgivable, i took advantage of him and abused him until he left me, and i hallucinated me killing him, and there is genuinely no excuse for it, but the larger part of my brain just cant accept i was wrong, that andrew abused me and not the other way around, and i feel genuinely horrible. i want to make these thoughts stop, i wanna be like all our other kins who did bad things, they acknowledged they were wrong and r improving themselve, but i cant stop my brain from thinking these thoughts, its fucking terrifying.

i dont know if i should even be posting this. i might get serious repercussions for admitting to shit like this. i just need to get this out of my system right now.

EDIT: spoke here. i js wanna clarify that abuse is NOT ok, ivan knows that, and we r not excusing his action, nor the actions of any abuser.

- 📝🔥 ivan + 🌈💣 spoke + 🌟🍕 elliot

fyi the reason its 22 is cus the 1st page is all non-kintype stuff nd theres only 1 kintype on pg 22

so for the second time this has happened to us so i figured id ask, the first time this happened was with good from object cringe, where i kinned every version of him- normal good, hot, red good from good grief, kid good, even that 1 img of him actually being cold, but all of them felt like different kintypes, and now its happened with kangel, where i kin kangel, p-chan, ame-chan, and dark-angel, but again, theyre all seperate, so im js wondering if i would be using the term right or if its smth else.

im so sick of my life

:3

so ive been having on and off BPD meltdowns a lot recently (mostly due to regect…) and its been making my life a living HELL but if youve seen literally any of my posts recently ud kno ive been in a razzle shift for the past 2 days and honestly its great, i havent had a breakdown since, ive been letting myself stim more often and i honestly forgot how good it felt, i mean ive still stimmed but its just minor vocal stims and tapping my foot n stuff, but ive been masking my autism nd adhd so long i didnt rly stim for real, but i was listening to hamilton (i remember being a HUGE theatre kid as razzle) nd js started like doing hand flappies (…for lack of a better term) and leg-kicking and UGH IT FELT SO GOOD!!!! also ive been able to do art n stuff, i usually js doom scroll all day, but ive been doing more arts and crafts :DDD im js so happy rn…

- 🎭🤍 Razzle

cant see shit when i wear it but its fineeee

dude so i recently kinfirmed razzle and dazzle after watching the one lore tape theyre featured in and i consider them to be two seperate kintypes but i wanted them to have matching pfps for their profiles on our pcc but when i looked it up on pinterest i got JUMPSCARED by practically BILLIONS of proship artpeices and it js made me SO uncomfyyy ☹️☹️☹️☹️ ughhh fuck my stupid chud lifeeee

- 🎭🤍 Razzle !

ok so if u haven’t seen me rant abt it before (id be shocked, i talk abt it SMMM) for MONTHS ive been kinsidering signalling miku and it really fuckin bugged me but today i watched the yararara MV and was like SHITTTT MIKUS LITERALLY ME. and so YEA. i mean i get y i did not get it #1 yararara did not come out yet, lmao and #2 theyre SO similar. both made by anythingbecomemoe, both scientests who were miku and were close to teto, before an event happens where the two get separated and one desperately tries to contact the other!!! but im js SO HAPPY RN 😭😭😭

deltarune tomorrow

my dtr hyperfix is comin back nd so ralseis here ! yay ! well. not yay. kinda. she’s very sweet and i love her, but shes one of our more traumatized kintypes. idk. nothing bads happened so far so im js enjoying it. also deltarune tomorrow :3c

from the among us tv show…

red ourple nd black!!! 😛😛

i guess im puso !!!

lalalalala im so joyous