Ok so there were vines growing on this tree, They were not part of the tree I thought cutting the vines would be a good idea. I cut them and pulled them off. Now I did not know that by pulling them off, I was opening up the tree to infection. Now it seems to be dying while the same type of trees look healthy.
Ok so it seems we are evolved from animals and our religions are ways to cope with concepts that are so complex for our minds to fully understand. Sexuality being a good example. As animals we have a predilection for a desire for sex, however to act on that desire causes many problems in this society. Unwanted pregnancy, hatred after sex, infidelity, emptiness after the fact from thinking about what you've done. What humanity did in order to control that was say: sexual desire for someone other than your wife is against God, find a wife and don't cheat on each other. These things help maintain society and keep us from degenerating our own primitive nature.
I've kept drilling screws as far in as I was comfortable. The wood is warped. I don't think screwing the ones I have in further is a good idea either because they are already almost half way through the 2x4. Jesus is God too
I saw a video. A man lost his 30 something year old wife to cancer. They had two kids under 10. He said that as she was passing. He was thankful to be able to see her as she left this earth into heaven. It made me think that if God didn't heal that man's wife even with all the faith he has, what hope do I have of achieving anything. How is God on my side if even that guy, God didn't heal his wife or bring her back.
I try to be obedient and not watch porn but then I have sexual dreams. I have sexually intrusive thoughts I dont want. It honestly makes me mad at God. Even as a 7 yo the kids around me were sexual already. An adult must have taught them. Im tired of the burden of sexuality and I don't understand how a loving God can place this on me.
I don't understand how a relationship of man and a woman can begin unless the dude wants to have sex with her.