u/YuiiYamamoto

I don’t even know where to start but ever since I started college in 2020, which was horrible, I still feel super lost in what the hell to do with my life. Last year I stopped going to college cause I was so fed up with it, I was in a community college btw and have been there for 5 years. During those years I have done many classes that I was interested in but I can’t see myself going down that path as a job. I have a lot of interest in things and it changes a lot which I believe my OCD is the cause of cause I get obsessed with a topic or interest then eventually I loose interest. I’m just lost at this point. Right now I’m doing a course online for Piano Technician and that was $1500. I’m starting to regret it but that course cause that used a lot of my savings. I also work in retail right now and I don’t want to work there forever either. Finding something to do long term seems impossible for me including when I loose interest so easily in things. Has anyone dealt with this? Or how did u decide what u wanted to do long term for a career? I guess im at my limit cause i keep thinking about my future and get super depressed and scared that i will be homeless cause I can’t find a job that pays well and is something i can enjoy long term. I just need some advice please.😞

I’m sorry about this long post😔
Thanks for reading this far.