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Hi all. I quit smoking in December but sadly that only lasted about 3 months. Ofc I thought "I can go back to it and just smoke occasionally. " We know how that turned out. I am smoking more than ever before , to the point its actually making me feel sick. Last time I quit, I puked non stop for 5 days and could not keep anything at all down but I dont fear that again. Im off the next few days so I will get my helmet and buckle in. So mad at myself for falling back into this. I know I need to quit for good because I am starting to see things when im not even smoking (small random things that I know aren't there IRL) and I know sometimes that can become permanent if gone too far. So I guess this post is just a rant and an ask to pls send all the prayers, strength and good juju my way pls. This page was a HUGE help when I quit last time, really it was the main thing that helped me get through it. TIA and good luck to everyone else trying to quit

Good morning. I had posted a bit ago about the trouble I was having finding a place to rent and was figuring I would end up in an air bnb(i dont recall deleting the original post but apparently I did.) I had the not good credit score bc high utilization, no missed payments but was also catching grief bc I am only 1 income? Anyways, I got rid of the original realtor I had as he was becoming a bit weird and possessive and nothing was working out(was like 30-0 applying to places.) Within 48 hrs of getting a new realtor, I obtained a home. Not just a home but a beautiful one with lovely owners that were super kind and saw past what I was on paper. It's super tough out there and I understand bc I was seriously stressing out. I had an eye twitch for weeks that would not let up. I am so thankful and Blessed that everything worked out in time and I hope everyone trying to move ends up with good outcomes as well. Thanks to those that commented their kind words and assistance on the original post!

Hopefully this is where I can vent bc I am losing my mind. Gave 60 days notice before I had a place bc unfortunately, places are only coming up for rent 30 days or less before move in and I honestly didnt anticipate it to be this difficult. My credit isnt good (590) but bc of high utilization, not bc of any missed payments. I just paid a cpl thousand down but unfortunately that wont reflect on my report in time. I also am disputing something fraudulent on my report but that wont be resolved in time either. We have been in our current home for over 10 years with a glowing reference letter. My income is good, making more than 3x the rent. I even secured a guarantor bc of the low credit. I am getting denied everywhere. Not even getting in the door to view. I am working with a realtor and he is saying most of these landlords want 2 incomes. So I end up homeless bc im single? I have managed it on my own in the 30 years since I left my parents, im sure I can continue. I clear 6 figures a year and am about to have to live in an air bnb. Disgusting! What are ppl that work min wage or those on assistance doing? I cant believe this