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Wanted to make fanart of her, but wasn't sure whether they were scars or bandages on her arms, I've seen them drawn as both.

This is the result of a year or two of collecting. Thought I'd share it here.

I just want things to be okay, but no matter what I do I'm fucked. I want so bad to come out to my family and transition, but I'm so afraid. Not of them, the worst part of it all is that I know they'd accept me, but I feel like I'd just be fucking myself even more. It's too late, I could never pass. I'm an ugly boy, I'd be an even worse girl. Just someone gawk and stare at on the street. And yet, I know if I push it down and just keep living as I am, eventually I won't be able to take it anymore. The only thing that genuinely makes me feel suicidal is the thought of growing up as a man. And this sounds stupid, I don't believe it and I would never think it about someone else but, I just feel like I'm too ugly to transition, and like I'd just be making a fool out of myself.

(Anyway, thanks for reading all that if you did. I don't even know if this is the right place to post this, I just need to say it somewhere.) (Edit: Thank you all for the kind words)

Kinda hate it, but thought I'd share it here.

(Edit: I washed it off, all is well.) Picked up a lizzie doll today, but it has these little white specs on the hands. Could this be mold? (Ik its probably not, but just wanted to make sure, i have ocd and am very paranoid aboutmold lol)