After 3 months I think I finally got this fucking disaster sorted. You would not believe the amount of shit I had to do to get here. Well you probably would. When I got this car it was technically running. Technically.
31 and passed first try. It was incredibly easy. I've dealt with driving anxiety all my life. But due to some life circumstances was forced to finally have to drive. Today I finally said enough is enough and I'm going to go take a driving test. Watched all these YouTube videos. Resigned myself to probably failing a few times. Went in and thought for sure the entire test I failed because she kept marking things on her board and I know I made a couple mistakes. She's talking to me about some things I did and then she ends it with "you passed". TBH was pretty shocked. I still don't like driving at all but this is such a huge step forward.