I’ve been faking orgasms with my fiance
My fiance(29f) and I(29m) have been together for 4 years. We have a good sex life and she’s my soulmate. I couldn’t imagine being with anyone else.
My confession is that for the entirety of our relationship I’ve been faking orgasms. We have a decent amount of sex but nothing crazy.
It started when we had sex for the first time, we’d been going for about an hour and she was getting sore, so I thought I’d just slow down and stop, YKnow let the sex come to a natural end. When I did she asked if I came, saying she felt it. I said yes and then never stopped.
We make jokes about how much cum she has to push out after we have sex, but I know there’s maybe precum or her own fluids but no cum.
Bow you may wonder why she hasn’t noticed. She doesn’t give me oral so she’s never actually seen or tasted my cum, and when I “finish” I just tense my dick so it feels like it’s throbbing from an orgasm and pumping cum.
She even says I have “a face” I make, which I fake every time.
I’m in too deep (literally) and can never tell her.
Also I have no idea why I don’t cum, I don’t have the “iron grip” problem from too much porn or anything. Just a weird thing.
EDIT: I should say that this has only happened with my currently partner. Before this I would cum during sex