u/absloved

I’m in college and completely ruined my reputation this past year by blacking out all the time and getting arrested. I lost my entire friend group. Nobody talks to me anymore. I’ve been 2 months sober after going to rehab and I wrote a long apology to two of my friends and both of them said they wish the best for me but can’t remain friends with me. I don’t know what to do. I’ve lost everybody to this stupid disease. I thought people would give me another chance after getting sober, but my reputation got so fucked up that nobody wants to associate with me anymore. I feel so alone and I cannot believe this is my life. These people meant the absolute world to me and now I have to start all over again. I just need some advice or how do I even handle this without relapsing. Does it ever get better?

I’m in college and completely ruined my reputation this past year by blacking out all the time and getting arrested. I lost my entire friend group. Nobody talks to me anymore. I’ve been 2 months sober after going to rehab and I wrote a long apology to two of my friends and both of them said they wish the best for me but can’t remain friends with me. I don’t know what to do. I’ve lost everybody to this stupid disease. I thought people would give me another chance after getting sober, but my reputation got so fucked up that nobody wants to associate with me anymore. I feel so alone and I cannot believe this is my life. These people meant the absolute world to me and now I have to start all over again. I just need some advice or how do I even handle this without relapsing. Does it ever get better?

Is there any legit mugshot removal services for getting them off of Facebook pages?

I’ve had an ankle monitor for two months. I’ve been really depressed and lazy recently… I have a scram GPS monitor with a curfew of 9pm but I’ve gotten home at like 10PM for the past few days and nothing has happened. I haven’t charged it in maybe a week and again, nothing has happened. So are they gonna say anything soon?? Or am I able to just get away with it until I can get it off? My charges were aggravated assault, willful destruction of property, and willful obstruction of a police officer (I was blacked out drunk and spent 3 weeks in jail for this). If this helps with an answer it’s a pre-trial bond-ordered ankle monitor.