PSA on how to cheer yourself up
You wanna have fun and watch some ridiculous shenanigans. Go to Netflix (or literally "aquire" a streaming source of anime) and watch the newest Ranma 1/2 series. Probably the most trans coded anime out there. Very clearly also has LGBTQ vibes as well. Real boobie if you're a man like myself that doesn't mind the occasional anime titties.
That is all gents, go about your day.