I tried raising the request but it's been months and there have been no updates yet. I'm getting tens of calls everyday and it's getting really annoying.
It's been a week since I've been at my new job. It's super hectic. I wake up at 6:30 and I sleep by 12 at max. I'm in office from 7:30 to 5. I love the work so far, it's super rewarding and I think I see myself working here for a long, long time.
I now realise how difficult it would have been for you to stay in touch with me when you moved to NY. I barely talk to any Mumbai people, and the fact that you were in a different time zone makes me feel so sorry. I shouldn't have been so hard on you. I wish I understood it. I wish I wasn't clingy.
Idk how long the recovery will take to get over you. Maybe years. There are whole days I go without thinking of you and then suddenly I start missing the banter. It's not the same with anyone else. Maybe I don't want it to be. I came home a bit early today, at around 6 and maybe that's why I'm reminiscing. Being busy fixes things most of the time.
I hope you're proud of the money I'm making. I think you would be, if we were talking still.
I still open your profiles to check in, to see how you're doing. Sometimes I want to give you a hug when I see you stressed about internships. I also kinda hope you check out my profile too lol.
A lot more to say, but things that end should end for good.
Love, A.