I try not to leave stuff like that where people can see it, I didn’t mean to stress her out but now I know why she’s been so sad the past few days. I’m so stupid dude
Cut myself then had some fucking ptsd shit when the dogs played too loud and ran out of my room literally bleeding screaming for my dad just for it to be literally nothing and I freaked out for no reason. Went back to bed shaking until I fall back asleep I looked like a fucking idiot and probably woke everyone up with my screaming but obviously no one’s mentioning it. Genuinely why can’t I be normal
I’m currently sick because of stress and other stuff and my dad said I should either smoke or take an edible to calm down and get rid of my nausea but I don’t really trust him after he gave me 15x the amount I’d usually take but I also don’t trust google and would rather hear from actual people who have used it more then me. I’m just really desperate to get rid of this nausea and pain so I can eat without wanting to barf