u/angelbtchh

i apologize if this is inappropriate to post in this subreddit, i don’t know where else to go

so i have a question:

is it normal to have vivid dreams of engaging in sexual activity with family members? i dreamt that a lot when i was like 10. it felt so disgusting and god i wanna rip my skin off and erase my mind. why tf did i do that ??? please help, i feel so ashamed and disgusting and confused. wtf is wrong with me. i was exposed to violent sexual content when i was that age and was sexual as a kid. so i feel really disgusting

literally no one likes me. what the fuck is wrong with everyone. what is so wrong and different about me???? hello??? fuck everyone. i just want to get high and enjoy life. i need to get out of here. i don’t care if everyone in the world hates me. i love fights!!! i’ll argue with you!! come on insult me, pick a fight. idc. i love when people insult me and are condescending. i love it!! i don’t know why i feel so hostile but i love it. i can’t wait to get high tomorrow and everyone call me an addict. fuck them. also fuck you. how dare you. i need that. you can’t just do that. im so angry and irritated and offended