u/anon-30something

Am I the only one who doesn’t care about the “disappearance” of Filian? It keeps popping up on my feed and algorithm. I have nothing against them at all, but there’s no indication of death or harm (based on some people’s responses). Maybe they want to start fresh or have more pressing life obligations to take care of. I understand her fans are concerned, but conversations outside the fanbase have gone long enough, I think (unless something major happens).

I’m tired of HAVING to do things instead of WANTING to do things. I’m so tired of being wired this way when almost nothing satisfies me in regards to work. Anything I do enjoy is a waste of time and money and no other longterm benefits other than keeping me sane and tolerate life.

I’m basically at the start of my mid-life stage. If only I knew when I was 18 the things I know now, my life would have probably been the BEST life I could possibly have right now. By knowing thing meaning to also doing things, taking action, being consistent and disciplined. And not taking “no” for an answer. Be careful when sharing your dreams and passions with other people you care about. They may crush them forever.