Hiii! So a few months ago I confessed to my friend that i had romantic feelings for them and they rejected me. but i now realize it was queer platonic instead of romantic. I wanna tell my friend this but i dont wanna make them uncomfortable again since when i confessed for my “romantic” feelings they said they needed a few days away from me. Should i tell them now that i realize its queer platonic instead of romantic?
For my whole life i felt so childish and stupid for not being able to sallow a tomato. Not being able to eat pizza with the other kids. Always being the only one to never eat when my family went to a restaurant. I always tried and tried and tried new foods which led to a bunch of spitting out and feeling sick. I would cry myself to sleep wondering if it would ever get fixed. Going to restaurants and birthday parties would be my personal hell. I felt weird. Stupid. Wondered when i would grow up and stop eating like a toddler. Then i found out what arfid was. And ever since i felt so validated. I wasn’t alone. There other people who felt just like me. A whole community. I have the words to explain myself now. Im happy that im nit alone. This feels amazing.