u/anonymousgoose339

I've not purged for about a week and don't want to do it again.. but at the same time it sounds so nice. I miss just being able to eat without worrying about it because I would purge up most of the calories. now I was cooking myself some eggs and ricearoni but I just immediately threw it all away without taking a single bite because my head was saying things like "you're really gonna eat all of that..?" and I feel so fat and ugly and I just want nothing more than to purge I want to so bad to the point where my chest hurts what do I do please help me please help I need advice and fast what do I do

I had a few continuous weeks of cutting myself and purging basically all day, and today I managed to keep everything down :)))

I even went swimming today and felt comfortable in my body with just wearing shorts and a bra! im on the heavier side.. but I still felt pretty.

dear everyone: I love you

so I'm a highschooler, and have only ever purged in the school bathrooms twice. most of the times I would try, I would just quietly gag but nothing would really come out. probably because I can't do my normal thing of just getting on my knees over the toilet at home. but anyways, I remember the first time, I was accidentally really loud, and the girl in the stall next to mine just quickly pulled her feet away from where my stall was. it made me feel so ashamed. I'm so gross man.

love you have a great day you got this I believe in you ⭐

like bro other people live here 💀💀💀 I'm usually able to do it quietly but fuck bro 😭

brain fart day. I don't remember.

title. it's just that even if I have a little snack I go throw it up. just had one meal? go throw it up. so I'm not sure.