u/apsaraha

i have been making non cheeze pizzas for years but um calling them pizza would be a joke. since i butchered everything that makes it a pizza except the basic princible of there being a bread with some sauce and toppings over it is consistent i promise 😌↕️

but i also like cooking with techniques properly, so i have been correcting my ways. i am makimg my own doughs and trying homemade marinara sauce with topping like mushroom, sundried tomatoes, corn and capsicum to keep it simple. i used to go haywire with the veggies earlier. i am toning it down now.

i tried my cashew sauce (which is just blended soaked cashews, apple cider vinegar, sendha salt and local green chillies) on pizza, it was alright. i also tried, and dont judge, olive oil mayonnaise. it was um alright.

i have eaten some local market available vegan alternative made from watermelon seeds and carrageenan but they dont taste good. i wouldnt put them on pizza. for sandwiches they are alright.

i never liked milk cheeze so i never missed it. because of that i didnt like pizza either. i have been vegan for 6 years. i am just looking for something that adds moisture and kick to the pizza. since tomato based sauce requires company and i have no idea what.

i am starting t soon, but i am also at the age to be thinking about early cancer deductions. my gynae told me to start counselling for hpv vaccines last year because they are less effective after you turn 28, so she told me i have years but i should get them soon.

I was also thinking about breast cancers because i have been feeling some tissues, not in the breast but in the chest, by that i mean right on the surface of my ribs. it could be just be muscles because i have been going to gym (havent been in a month) but i am still a lil worried idk why. dont have immediate blood related history of cancers except non hodgkins lymphoma that my grandad died of, but its not genetic so not really worried about it.

what i am asking is, how are you navigating all this while transitioning. or early on the transition?

i want to talk to my gynae about the mammogram and maybe a pap smear too T_T, also i have been having bv spots almost everymonth before my cycle since my first occurrence last year. i have taken the precautions but its still happening, i apply the cream she prescribed after showering and it goes away. but when it start its too uncomfortable and itchy and smelly. i wamt to start gym again but sweating is annoying me down there. so i want to tak to her about this too T_T maybe get some blood and urine tests again.

i havent been horny at all for a few months and been dry as fuck which i dont really care about but lack of libido concerns me 😔. stress has been hard so i got some 🍃 gummies prescription, hope they help.

but how to navigate personal healthcare men, i am worried.