u/asapkiley

TMI I know but It never goes away like it will leave for a week then come back for a day it’s random but terribly annoying I almost never make it to the bathroom on time. I also vape and take lithium daily.

I’m 18 I started smoking at 13 quit at 15 due to a panic attack while smoking. I used to smoked about 12 bowls a day everyday for 2-3 years I can’t stand even smelling it any more. Ever since that panic attack it felt like I wasn’t real any more. I eventually got used to it but I’m so dissociated constantly I didn’t even realize how much worse it’s been getting. I just want it gone any advice? I’m on Zoloft and lithium.