u/ashlynxx565

I need some tips how to move to countries like Switzerland , Finland etc. I'm kind of lost here I've been too counsellors but everyone tells different things.

So Im an only child. I was born n raised in a South asian country but ion identity with anything regarding the country or culture itself. My entire life I've tried to tie myself with other countries I feel closer too. Though it feels a bit crazy and isolating because I'm an only child with no cousins or people similar to me around. I just feel so ostracised from the society around me because I just can't seem to fit myself into it. I tried, I really tried hard. I just don't like the dresses or food or anything related to the culture, I was raised completely differently on cultural influences from around the world. It doesn't help that I don't look exactly south Asian either. I hate how the people of my country act abroad and locally I hate associating myself with them. I feel like a traitor and even more isolating. I hate it everything about it. Since south asian cultures are so family oriented I am isolated from that aspect as well. Everyday I feel like I wanna go to a home that I've never been too. I have nothing good to say about my culture or country anything like alot of people do. I've met alot of different people and interacted with them as well but I just can't make myself to get too identity as my nationality. I wish I was never born here. So maybe it wouldn't be so isolating.