u/avag00daye

I wax at home and have been using the Caronlab strawberry crème hard wax beads, but I’m keen to try something new for a change. Looking for hard wax bead brand recommendations.

I’ve really been struggling with reconciling the fact that my life has not turned out how I expected it to. I feel so out of control in my life and I find it so uncomfortable to sit with uncertainty. I’m 32 years old, an only child with no parents in my life, working a fulltime job in a field very far removed from what I studied at university, and recently moved in with an elderly family member to try and save money.

It’s becoming harder to relate to my friends. All my friends are engaged or married and have children, or are expecting to. I am in a long distance relationship and it’s progressing very slowly, for obvious reasons. If this relationship doesn’t work out, I’m not getting into another one ever again.

I do have hobbies, including pole dancing, pilates, tarot and reading, but I feel so indifferent about them. I have not made any new friends through these hobbies.

I am already in therapy, and have been in therapy for over 10 years. I cry a lot.

I just feel like this is it. This is life. And it sucks.