u/aylinor

Please give me the heaviest Billy Idol song in your opinion. Solo or not.

I'm 18F Iranian, with a highschool diploma in math , gpa of 3.42/4 and I live in a country in and out of war with a hopeless economy. My only chance at making a life is to flee. I wanna study physics or maybe engineering if that's not possible.
A)
My aunt's husband is a well known retired engineer in Germany and has decided to help me get into a uni there (Studium Kollege) and support me until I find my feet. I've also studied German before.
** The problem is that the German embassy here tries it's best to not give away visas to people from our country and I might stay in line for a while. It's okay if it's a year or so but I can't risk "years" of my youth.
B)
On the other hand I've been preparing my documents to apply to a language course in china with hopes of later getting into a bachelor's program there. (I have a friend there who went for the previous semester) They give easier visas to us and I might be able to get a visa in just a month for September.
The problem is that I'm broke and I know I'm probably going to have money problems in China. Especially cause I speak little to no Mandarin. But I know I probably can handle it... asking for money from some of my relatives. And my aunt is willing to lend me a little money for the tuition. Do you think I have a chance at getting a scholarship for bachelor's at Chongqing university? I have an okay gpa but some "really" bad grades during my highschool.
And I could really use some advice from you guys.

I'm 18F Iranian with a highschool diploma (math) gpa of 3.42/4 and I live in a country in and out of war with a hopeless economy. My only chance at making a life is to flee. I'd like to study physics but engineering would do too.
A)
My aunt's husband is a well known retired engineer in Germany and has decided to help me get into a uni there (Studium Kollege) and support me until I find my feet. I've also studied German before.
** The problem is that the German embassy here tries it's best to not give away visas to people from our country and I might stay in line for a while. It's okay if it's a year or so but I can't risk "years" of my youth.
B)
On the other hand I've been preparing my documents to apply to a language course in china with hopes of later getting into a bachelor's program there. (I have a friend there who went for the previous semester) They give easier visas to us and I might be able to get a visa in just a month for September.
The problem is that I'm broke and I know I'm probably going to have money problems in China. Especially cause I speak little to no Mandarin. But I know I probably can handle it... asking for money from some of my relatives. And my aunt is willing to lend me a little money for the tuition. (There are also better scholarships in China for silk and road countries which my country is one)
I could really use some advice from you guys.

When the only woman who is supposed to love you abuses you your whole life instead, It's impossible not to think about how much better it could get if she was gone.