Ughh …. Wasted my time
So to start off my whole relationship of three years went down the drain bc my partner couldn’t muster up being an adult to communicate with me. Like hey I don’t see us working …. But no they had to dragged it on for a whole year . Keep in mind this person was so called obsessed with me through out high school, and only after graduation they confessed to me.
The fact that I opened my whole life to them hurts at a degree. I also even came out to my own mother which for me was very nerve racking. Meanwhile because my parents are very religious, but still my mom did respect my decision. Another thing is that really bugged me was … they were very distant at times which I took it as ohhh they are probably working . Since they had long hour shifts through out the week, but to basically ghost me through weeks really hurts.
In addition, I was also going through health issues and family issues , and yet I always replied back to them. There so called excuse would always be ohh sorry it’s been busy lately. Yet they would post on a daily on other platforms and interact with others while completely ignoring me. Another thing that pissed me off was their excuse saying sorry I was playing … we played the same game … and more so I’m a very mega nerd and gamer and still find time to talk to people.
I still remember I send a whole paragraph expressing my feelings over and over . They would also give the most bs of responses. There was also no change , so I called it a quits and wrapped it up. It’s been 2 months since I broke up with them and they are dating someone new. To be fairly honest I still feel hurt but when I saw their post … I felt even more disgusted.. they are posting like cringy stuff and pet names …. Which I’m like yuck … maybe it was for the best to break up. I’m currently also a college student so I have to really finish my degree plan.
Along with to sum it up while I was suffering…. They did no effort to take me out or get me some stuff or just be there . Instead they partied with their so called friends and went to places . I saw that as micro cheating, but nahh it’s cheating at the end of the day bc I was never told anything.
I’m still recovering while trying out new things and even went back to yoga classes
. Anyways … that’s my rant (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)