u/beingslayer

Age 22 - Making 2-3Lacs/Month Still Depressed!!!

Hi Everyone I'm 22M from Mumbai !

I wanted to share my experience with money so far yet the emptiness it brings to me...

I have been working since the age of 17 out of curiosity to learn new things and from the last year I have been working with a Fintech company who pays really well roughly $2-3k ( 2.5-3 Lacs INR ) per month I have bought myself a new bike last year and also a car for my dad am living good life as what most people would think of, Yet something deep inside me feels empty I recently sharedy my porn addiction on a reddit community page as well.

The only thing which I can think of is the emptiness which I am feeling is being filled with this porn addition and its not a big problem for me it will be resolved however I am really struggling to figure out what is that one thing which I am still missing in my life as I know many people of my age still don't know how to earn money even yeah and some make 2-3Lakhs yearly I am not bragging about what I have accomplished so far yet I am realising that it all comes up with certain amount of costs.

Also, to mention here the only thing which I feel might be a missing piece is a partner which I can introduce to my life and share my journey with her however whenever I think of that path I think it will distract me and I'll not be able to follow my vision then I don't know what should I do to fullfill this emptiness so if anyone is facing the same issue please let me know any suggestions feedbacks are most welcome!

Because it is just making me feel sad after doing good in all the aspects of life yet the life itself feels and void...

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u/beingslayer — 3 days ago

I don't know if it's bad or good?

Hey guys I have been watching a lot porn since 2025 now however I left this addiction back in 2022 when I was in college and followed it rigorously for 3yrs I was porn free and nothing bad happened I was confined and proud of myself.

Now, since the last year from 2025 I have been struggling with the same addiction again watching a lot of porn and I don't know what to do now I always make a sheet and always fail it there was a time when I can easily cross a month or two without even thinking of it and now I am struggling to even pass 10 days I don't know what to do guys I am really frustrated here I just regret it after doing!!!

Please suggest me something...

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u/beingslayer — 3 days ago