I'm hearing a lot of "but anyone who buys now will have it better than original buyers back in 2021" and so on...

back in these days I could maybe afford to buy at 5 share increments, today I bought my biggest position ever, 50 shares in one trade

all in all I made over 80 buys over the span of 5 years, avg at around 21$

so if you are a wageslave and only have zero to a few hundred bucks per month to spare it takes a loooong time to get to XXXX even if you heavily bought at the lowest prices

so lets say GME goes to 14$ - 19$ tomorrow, how many people have a spare 14-19k$ to throw at a stock and immediately get to XXXX just like that? in this economy probably not many...

time and pressure...

(not financial advice, just opinion/ speculation)

(tl;dr: we are finally starting to collectively capitulate on creation because it is not the responsibility of the divine spark to make sense of this impossible abomination, we still tried very hard though but it simply cannot be done, the downfall of philosophy is a symptom of something bigger unfolding behind the scenes, not just insufficient effort from our side)

from the biggest spiritual experiences like meeting dubious "soul guides" in the afterlife that coerce you into nonsensical "learning experiences" up to the tiniest everyday struggles like taking three attempts to plug in an USB stick or never making it in time before a red light this realm is seemingly founded on contradiction and annoyances

every interaction with the matrix eventually turns out to be an ironic pact with the devil, every trade you make with the matrix could be straight out of Rick&Morty's cursed "Needful Things" shop (from the episode where the devil gives aways cursed items for free)

each blissfull wedding eventually decays into either divorce, boredom, frustration, sickness, betrayal, codependency ...

each birth decays into all kinds of trouble, stress, fatigue, anger, worry, death ...

and especially every mechanism of life if looked upon closely is just a horrific trade off between one beings suffering to feed another beings energy (think feeding cycles, meat production but also environmental impact of industry etc.)

there simply is now wholeness in this reality, it is neither complete nor does it ever find and equilibirum, it does not even provide any stable "cycles of life", just endless wars, evolution itself is a giant war and there is nothing beautiful or divine about it

now I think it would be highly inaccurate to just slap the good old "yeah this is a loosh farm" label onto this and call it a day

when simply nothing ever adds up in our entire event horizon including religion and philosophy and the deepest thinkers become "mad" like Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Kierkegaard and so on I simply cannot believe that there is a hard cut right at the prison matrix wall and then suddenly whatever comes beyond (call it Archons, Demiurge, Aeons...) just lives in pure everlasting order, bliss and clarity, a divine balance that somehow is founded on pure contradiction and terror?

no, every religious image of a divine order beyond our skies is probably misleading and purposefully so

and we don't even need to discuss this as gnosis already thoroughly exposes most if not all order beyond our realm as corrupted, a failed state, a failed creation, a fallen "god" (even though I think the idea of sad, concerned Aeons watching all this from far away is also bullshit)

so the corruption obviously goes beyond the loosh farm and that is the most important distinction:

remember when mad cow's disease threatened the meat industry? remember when prions disease wiped out cannibalistic tribes? remember avian influenza?

some schemes are so mad that they literally spawn diseases called "mad", "plague" or "pestilence" because they are simply so "wrong" that the corruption bursts out from within and it takes a lot of effort to mitigate

the current wave of global loss of faith, mental fatigue & sickness, delusion and detachment, decay of every belief system, disclosure of big crime schemes (think Epstein, Vatican, also how they hide existence of UFOs...), constant infighting but especially the endless anger, despair and egoic nonsense felt on social media (pride, nonsensical arguing, doomscrolling)... think about how some climate change activists feel so "uncanny" like they were spawned from pure egoic hatred instead of "love for mother Earth" ... all these effects in my opinion are a symptom of a "disease" which is also a form of "revolt" within awareness itself

so this disease or revolt within awareness (maybe) for the first time is spilling over into the archontic realm so they are scrambling for the exit but there is none

I honestly don't think this time we are heading for "just another reset, rinse, repeat" because the accumulated errors of many different timelines are now unfolding all at once and it is happening unrealistically fast (think how different the 80s were from today), something is not right at all... and it is not just an "us problem", we are now "their problem", too

there are a few bible passages that mention a "thorn in the side of creation", a thorn that cannot be ripped out of creation, a nasty relict that follows everywhere (freely interpreted):

for example:

• Genesis 3:17 18 after humanity's fall, the ground is cursed and produces “thorns and thistles.”
• Romans 8:19 23 creation is "groaning", subjected to frustration and longing for liberation.
• several others where enemies of the chosen people are described as annoying "thorns", so the blame is shifted onto physical nations but still the same pattern

this "thorn" is sticking right in the demiurge's butt if you ask me and it won't go away

but this isn't reason to celebrate or make funny remarks, it is deeply troubling because for some unimaginable reason at least entire parts of our universe if not reality aka metaphysics itself took the worst possible route, never reflected much on itself, never intervened, never received successful external intervention from the "aeonic outside" and stubbornly remains on the course of total destruction (good for us in the long term?)

it is almost as if the error, the sickness that is deeply entrenched within awareness has no opposing force whatsoever, as if it almost "desires" to eat itself from within, a cleansing cancer of cosmic proportions because it simply knows no more upside or hope as there is simply "no entropy left" to hold onto, a dimension that has been entirely burned out

I believe it doesn't really matter anymore at this stage if you are trapped as a mammal soul on Earth or working on the other side as a grey or demon to keep the machinery intact, we are all heading for the same void and the current is so strong already that nothing within our reality is worth holding onto

nothing except - and that is where we might actually come out on top - our indestructible ability of actually being aware plus the intrinsic ability to judge and feel emotional truth, it seems this ability is a priori everything and does not depend on any physical manifestation

it is often presumed that those who are living on the "other side" of the prison matrix do not possess this ability or only possess residual traces of it or are ignorant of this core reality (as they have founded their entire existence on the manipulation of our lifeforce)

this fits very well to the behaviour of i.e. greys during abductions, cold, naive questioning, emotional experimentation and coercion, synthetic love showers similar to surgical instruments... it also fits well to the algorithmic NDE coercion methods that seem to merely "calculate" the most efficient route to get you shoved back down here fast (think of the infamous NDE where the subject was shown a "glitchy Jesus" that suddenly turned into Buddha and other figures as the faith of the subject could not be sufficiently determined)

so ultimately it seems that this experience we currently all share, that nothing adds up, that every event in daily life seems full of error, that there is no order, no sense, no goal, no reason for optimism or healing is not depression but more like a lighthouse shining at us from the abyss of a deeply failed creation, a fundamental truth that neither we nor "they" can evade

also some personal advice from my own experience: people who are less "awoken" are a huge pain right now as they constantly hurt us (a lot) and feel like NPCs, instead of being angry at them or lusting for revenge and waiting for them to fail it might be better to know that the void is coming for all of us, therefore better use your understanding to align yourself with what is coming instead of projecting anger at individuals... there will be enough "cleansing and punishment", each to his own, so if you align with the void which might appear like a distant needlehole to us you can make the transition easier for yourself while resting assured that "they" get what "they deserve" no matter if kings or demons or your toxic ex

it is very difficult to let go especially as we are still in a phase of maximum worldly struggle and anger, we are extremely early, not wrong and being early is hard, it is fatiguing and you are constantly missunderstood and ridiculed but that is the price of being relatively on top of this shit, "they" might create different fake exits near the end to get us into the worst realms (think of the bardo thodol trials but for everyone including "them", not in death but here and now in life)

most importantly, whatever you have done yourself, shed the karmic waste, forgive yourself at all times or you will not fit through the needlehole, inquire why you acted this way and mostly you will find that you had good intentions

those of us who attained gnosis already usually have unbelievable strong moral and loving intentions even if they are masked behind some agonizing traumatic stuff, this is by default because truth is the only stable loving state, guilt is secondary and not important, only knowledge of truth counts

we are finally starting to collectively capitulate on creation because it is not the responsibility of the divine spark to make sense of this impossible abomination, we still tried very hard though but it simply cannot be done, the downfall of philosophy is a symptom of something bigger unfolding behind the scenes, not just insufficient effort from our side

(P.S. some addtional open questions/ thoughts:

1) is the only stable state unfragmented nothingness or can we actually "live" distinctively as souls in "creative spaces" without everything turning into hell?

2) some philosophers say that the universe is not obliged to "make sense", that suffering "just is", imho this is bullshit because we are already faced by an advanced species that claims to be god from another dimension and that everything will make sense once your soul has finally learned the millionth lesson while wiping our memory each time in between, so there is clearly contradiction here as almost all known suffering in the last 10k years came from "them" not from randomness

this is most interesting in relation to the "power of the divine spark" or however you want to call it

these beings would NEVER waste time and effort on you if it was not absolutely necessary

and for some reason they absolutely need to evoke some kind of emotional consent from you to forget about all this

this is a magnifiscent pointer that abductions are spiritual events not necessarily located in our understanding of 3D space time

the abductee has to agree (at least emotionally) to the "love shower", the subjects often have tears in their eyes and are deeply touched

now how odd is that after they just got abducted... violated... all against their will

it is the same odd element of choice and consent we find in the NDEs

and it is the same method of "love showering someone into consent"

I mean how obviously is this a similar event, the abduction and the NDE?

also think about how in the Apocryphon of John Adam is specifically designed to be "forgetful", how he is "engineered" by a literal crew of angelic beings (or Archons) so that he forgets about his previous existence

it's all the same lore... Nag Hammadi, NDEs, abductions...

I know a lot of you guys are not primarily seeking the dreadful metaphysics of our current situation but rather a sliver of hope

and I get it, this whole analyzing and researching taxes the soul a lot

so I think it is helpful to imagine that this realm does everything to keep us in (what many have called) a very low vibrational state (even though that is a stupid new ageish term)

at the same time it feels like the powers that oppose us are extremely overwhelming, huge and intimidating

however I think we completely missinterpret the dynamics:

think about bungee jumping for example, for many of us it would be a scary, overwhelming situation

an NDE or ar DMT trip can become extremely overwhelming and scary but there is a fine difference:

the bungee jump turns into an unbelievable powerful spiritual moment if you embrace it fully but only if you really want it, if you feel in control, if it happens for you, initiated by you

this treshold is deliberately kept far away from us regarding spiritual events, especially during key moments like NDEs

if you were to pass this treshold during an actual death or near death or extreme substance induced borderline experience (don't do unhealthy stuff please!) then you would actually remember your true being

being in a "low vibrational state" (whatever that means) keeps your far away from the treshold, so something like imminent death or danger appears like a massive threat and panic

but if you would pass through the panic/ fear treshold (which "they" absolutely want to deny you) the dynamics would immediately shift

you would be catapulted upwards into a state of unbelievable self knowledge, awakening and power

and to bring you out of such a state once achieved might be near impossible for them

once you shed your physical restrictions and remember your original design, influence and creative abilities regarding the nonphysical the previous dread and anxiety would implode similar to the feeling of just having survived a bungee jump or a jump from the highest platform in a swimming pool

so our physical ideas of dread, death and fear are an illusion and no matter how much they drag you down, the inverted dynamics of overcoming them could feel like shedding a monumental but eventually laughable illusion

we might me surprisingly close to becoming ethereal beings of unbelievable power if we were to overcome the different "prison planet barriers" (illusional layers)

under ideal circumstances this could happen within "seconds" and afterwards you would reach a state that makes dozens of entire physical reincarnations and lifetimes appear like the silliest annoyance

personally that is what I believe this matrix is designed to prevent at all costs, they want us to keep the dreadful concepts (contemplation creates loosh) without ever experience the "other side"

tl;dr: I claim that the odd, complicit and inconsistent behaviour of elites during the current wave of disclosure (from epstein to demonic aliens) is actually by design and acts as hidden, twisted "consent farming" and "bragging" about their atrocious schemes and resembles the complicit behaviour of Aeons and other residents of the pleroma as described in the Apocryphon of John 2000 years ago, when things are heating up they deploy fake "controlled disclosure" (good cop, bad cop) as addtional deceiptive layers; this also means we are even more alone in the universe than previously thought

disclaimer: this is a rather spectacular and hastened epiphany, people do make mistakes, I would call it speculation or food for thought at this point, not final opinion (also I don't mean to generalize NHI as evil, we might always have friends beyond the visible), also this post is not challenging gnosis nor PPT as core truth, it is about something way more nuanced than that

the comment that made me realize the above: https://www.reddit.com/r/EscapingPrisonPlanet/comments/1vbmpk5/comment/p157duc/

what I mean by this:

usually we read PPT and gnostic related texts and while somewhat scecptical at all times we believe that there are "layers" or "hierarchies" in reality, a divine source that evades all, transcends all, then through a "cosmic error" or "fall of Sophia" or whatever you want to call it there is a fragmentation into lesser beings (a kind of demi-gods) which nowadays are also explained as NHI or simply aliens

the gnostic idea is that you can return to the highest order (pleroma, monad) by achieving gnosis which is a sympathetic idea because instead of cleansing all your karma or becoming a perfect christian or whatever you know just have to see through the deceiption

but here comes the banger:

what if the good cop - bad cop game goes way further than we previously anticipated?

what if the friendly entities, prophets, some gurus and ancient scripture who tell us to "wake up" and "achieve gnosis" and "look behind the curtain/ veil of ignorance" are STILL PART of the "good cop" side of the deceiption?

what if there absolutely is nothing, I repeat NOTHING benign above us?

and here comes (from the brilliant comment above) the reasoning why:

imagine you built a creation, a system, a sandbox or matrix entirely on the principle of deceiving awareness into submissive roles, you finally managed to fumble "souls" into your personal playground of creation

we already know how important consent, fellowship, faith and awe are in this cosmic mechanism, there is so much consent farming going on in all kinds of NDEs and abduction stories, also on Earth it is always about farming trust, fellowship and faith (not just religion but even companies, marketing, politics and so on)... this is simply because awareness needs to be steered towards your desired goal through deceiption and trust, that is the ultimate currency in reality, if you control awareness you control reality (because awareness is reality)

and then it struck me:

reading the Apocryphon of John in the Nag Hammadi (see the linked comment/ post above) there is this discussion of the "oddness" of the behaviour of Sophia, Monad and Aeons, they appear complicit, all kinds of questions about the problem of evil arise: why was it created? why wasn't it stopped? why no intervention?

and this is giving me shivers as I write it: have you ever noticed the same oddness around the current theme of disclosure? be it Epstein, be it Aliens, be it deep state, be it the MKUltra hearing and many more examples

IT'S THE SAME F****** MECHANISM!

2000 years ago "they" coerced some poor scholar to write down their version of reality in the Nag Hammadi texts, the oldest scripture is the same deceiptive fake disclosure we are experiencing today!

they tell you to "wake up" but only give a portion of the truth, a misaligned truth where two players exist, the good cop and the bad cop, where there is a cosmic hierarchy or federation of beings in a struggle of good vs. evil

at the same time they disclose all kinds of really nasty behavior, in the Apocryphon of John there is literal mention of fornication between NHI and humans, just like in Maria Farmer's oil painting about Epstein (called "The Setiles") (google it)

they actually utilize the fake disclosure to brag about their scheme, they literally show you what they do to farm some kind of twisted consent, a roofied kind of consent where we are overwhelmed, shocked, morbidly intrigued or just numbed

THAT IS THE REASON BEHIND THOSE REGULAR DISCLOSURE EVENTS!

just like 2000 years ago today, it's the exact same mechanism:

farm consent by claiming we are being trapped in a lower realm by some kind of intermediate realm (gnosis -> apocryphon -> archons) so we do not return to the "higher realm"

create a theatre of bad actors who are endlessly referenced by each other shifting blame onto each other, then create another layer of "info leakers" who willfully take on the challenge to verify the different theories, always being "almost there", always revealing some kind of hidden truth

the population (if interested at all) then follows behind those "disclosure leaders" like donkeys behind a carrot, we are getting an "adventure tour" through the horrors of reality, some glimpses of Epstein Islands morbid details, some glimpses of MKUltra, some glimpses of the UAP phenomenon being like David Grusch recently said "way darker and deeper & more disturbing" than we previously thought, then Tucker Carlson goes onto Joe Rogan and talks about NHI being seemingly demonic...

that is not disclosure, it is an "adventure ride" through their "amusement park"

from time to time they take you by the hand and openly, boldly brag about the features of this evil design so you normalize it, you get used to it and they can escalate it further without too much revolt

that is the reason we only ever see glimpses of horrible things but no real intervention, they are milking our consent just like back in the 80s when serial killers sometimes used to have groupies who adored them

there is no real intervention because there probably is no pleroma, no monad as a distant "safe haven" far beyond us...

therefore we have nowhere to escape (in a spacial sense), that even makes Prison Planet Theory somewhat obfuscated because now instead of escaping the prison planet towards "the outside" (wherever that is) there simply is no outside and there is no escape route (hence why all NDEs lead to reincarnation), so we are being tricked to asked "where do I go" instead of "how do I revoke all consent"

all there is is us, awareness and it can only exist in either a deceived state or the entire system breaks apart, just two possibilites, you either realize that EVERYTHING beyond us is evil deceiption or you are in the most obfuscated, indirect ways still funneling your consent/ loosh/ admiration into their machinery of doom

no complicated hierachies of Archons, Aeons, Angels, Demons, mantis, reptiloid, grey, nordics... some rather good, some evil, instead "they" are just constantly surfing the edge of deceiption (in an awfully risky manner), always on the edge of losing control, Sophia is not mourning in the corners of pleroma anymore

so evil is not layered it is right in the room with us, staring us in the face, bragging about it

the little horror tours they give us are intimidation attempts, consent farming and "almost there" carrot sticks

eventually you would realize that there is no distinctive order within evil at all, there is just one evil, one force that is directly opposed to you, that is in direct, intimate exchange with your soul, basically the good old devil whispering down your ear from your shoulder, everything else is theatre and fireworks

ironically that would make almost all NDE escape attempts futile because the entire premise is fake:

you wouldn't need to avoid reincarnation, escape towards pleroma, move towards planets that are not prison planets or whatever...

instead all you need to do is completely reject the entire premise, the entire story, reject all interaction with every being you encounter "up there", reject all karmic burden and learning ideas, reject your entire role in their scheme, reject all kinds of "navigation" through white light tunnels or towards "divine places"

basically you would say "leave me completely alone with your bullshit I'm buying nothing of it" because the only thing that matters is revoking all consent and interaction, you don't need an escape vector from a to b you need to vividly terminate all consent because the opponent controls the entire room plus the exits plus whatever lies beyond

and it makes so much sense: you desire escape? of course they will show you places that feel like "being outside the matrix", that is why astral travelers who have gotten really far say "it feels like endless layers of the same matrix"... you are running through the same procedurally generated simulation like on a treadmill with a VR headset

lastly: we always talk about the divine spark being within us... there you already have divine source aka pleroma/ monad... why are we so dumb and expect another one outside of the matrix? why the entire concept of a distant mysterious monad if we already "have monad at home"?

why overcomplicate things into a layered ontological sandwich? that is where they get you, they just created another fake layer that you yearn to return to and thereby blocking you from accessing the direct route inwards

pleroma is within us, we don't need to return to it like a journey, we need to remember and unlock it like a memory, we need to reclaim it here and now not just book some tickets for "pleroma land" once we're dead

in gnosis deceiption is evil and evil is lies while goodness is knowledge which is entirely correct

so how do you try to block someone from reaching gnosis when he is already so close?

you create a fake backup gnosis with additional fabricated layers so the divine spark is deflected on it's approach towards actual gnosis, you make the spark yearn for the external unreachable pleroma and thereby brilliantly block him from directly revoking consent towards the entirety of the matrix

and I get it: the Nag Hammadi books are genuine and very old but the prison planet scheme is way older than just 2000 years, when the Nag Hammadi books where written bad actors would have had at least 10k-50k years to prepare "countermeasures" for gnostic uprising (ancient greeks discussed gnostic themes 600 years earlier for example so of course Archons would be prepared for the Nag Hammadi timeline)

we just had a full moon and as those are usually the worst nights and days of the month for me I had some thoughts lately:

the vast majority of people, even though connected through the cancer of social media have still not woken up to this reality being a creation of an "insane mad god"

but I didn't just want to stick with that usual dread, the "burden of the awoken" you might call it, I wanted to go one layer deeper and understand what is currently happening to us and why

first, some examples of why this timeline is decaying into a biblical hellscape and then some ideas why that is a symptom of weakness and "divine" corruption instead of rightous punishment:

- the global order is running into systemic collapse, it cannot provide continuity anymore
- elites are globally resorting to demonic control and punishment methodology which starves the entire population of hope and morale
- the illogical design of the matrix is becoming visible, the contradictions are so vast and obvious that people are feeling estranged instead of feeling awe and love for creation, the presumed divine god is running out of contextual space to exist in
- nothing works anymore, things (material and relations) break apart, struggles appear to have no genuine goal anymore, conflict feels idosyncratic as if they had no purpose except being a method of global torture
- politics have lost all integrity, they don't follow causal logic anymore, the spoken words have lost not just most but all credibility and the actions have no relation to the words
- the internet has decayed into a bot driven social media horror, for example if you even dare to scroll social media on your phone during a sleepless night the algorithm will (with prejudice) torture you by showing you endless doom around the world, even touching the internet has become toxic, it is pure poision at this point
- all of the above feels so "normalized" that you already think "well hasn't it always been like that?" and no it has not, we are shifting timelines and the 80s were different from the 90s, the 90s were different from the 2020s and so on, it is extremely self evident

ok, so now we got that cleared up, back to my original theme:

we are obviously being collectively tortured into submission, so after decades of the matrix pretending to be a school, a spiritual place of growth, love and wonders we are now quickly returning to old school biblical nonstop punishment

but this time it is a bit more complex: first of all the speed at which the timeline decays is unprecedented and second: for the first time in human history the gods are unable to project direct "divine" anger because humanity has advanced to a widely atheistic and nihilistic mindset (mostly because science killed the old belief systems and religious indoctrination)

and before you say "but muh american bible belt christians still have blind faith" think about what they really are: they are still highly involved in science and tech, they are connected through social media and use AI, they have political demands, they want a certain lifestyle, they are relatively emancipated, they are politically active, they crave money like everyone and so on... those are not ancient tribesman that kneel down in front of burning bushes

and that is why "they" ressurected the UAP phenomenon which was suppressed as schizo conspiracy since the 50s... in the early 20th century the wrath of god was implied through world wars, now it is implied through endless ecological disaster, eco-indoctrination, financial stress, extreme wealth gaps, AI, global demonic agendas, social media toxicity, endless political infighting over miniscule agendas, dozens of smaller global conflicts and wars...

so finally we are back to "the beatings will continue until morale improves"

but it never does, not in this economy, not with humanity's current mindset, not ever

you can beat and punish people into submission, fear, dread and silence

you cannot - and that is an actual novum because of the above mentioned global mindset shift - beat humanity into awe, faith and divine fellowship, those days are over, they were already over 50 years ago but then people had substitute faith into for example "defending against the socialist threat" or "ending world hunger"

that is the calamity of the gods, they hit rock bottom with the (very) old scheme of shock and awe:

in a previous post of mine here I quoted a bit of the apocryphon of john from the nag hammadi ( https://www.reddit.com/r/EscapingPrisonPlanet/comments/1v8q0es/comment/p07tfke/?context=3 )

John describes how humanity was specifically designed and created as a weak species, a forgetful species (memory wipes), a greedy, lustful and ignorant species and how they had to increase our disadvantages through several iterations until we were finally easily controllable

they created us for this specific purpose, a weak slave race, a "lower" species, a container for the divine spark that was so obsessed with all kinds of illusions and idiocracy that it would never truly challenge the status quo

and for a long while that worked, carrot and stick worked, shock and awe worked, they gave us some sugar and then we willfully stepped into the hamster wheel, again and again, back in the days the gods were our fathers, we thought to be their children

but the current timeline is no longer that, the current timeline is an ever escalating visible decay of the fabric of reality, and "they" simply fail to evoke morale and motivation to follow this triple A movie gone b-trasher-movie

what do you do with billions of souls if the container fails to contain them, if it starts to crack on all sides?

and that is exactly why the current ontological shift happens, why we are slowly quickly getting introduced to our new "cosmic family of beings", why we are being prepared for first contact (the disclosure movie) and some aliens already living on Earth among us, why the Vatican is openly preparing the integration of otherwordly species into their system of faith

"they" quarantined us away from them as long as possible, with prejudice and disgust we were told this is our school, our mental asylum, our well earned chance of redemption, our reincarnation wheel, our path to spiritual growth (and yes even buddhism is in on that, they are all somewhat helping the cause)

and they keep doubling down! just like hedge funds on wallstreet in an unwinnable position! they keep going all in and then some more, because they cannot even fathom what is happening at the moment, physical life in 3D space time is not important, matter is not important, your endlessly repeating 30-80 year lifecycles are not important in their grand scheme

they are waiting for a bailout but there is no one left to bail them out, the only "safety net" to fall into at this point is nondual divine source aka awareness, aka the void, aka a total reset and while for us that might sound like the ultimate liberation from suffering (ascension from the physical), because we still have are souls to "them" it is the worst case because they have abandoned all innocence, all soul, all inner truth, because they wanted to reign as the one and only god even though their history began with an event that can be roughly described as "the fall of Sophia (knowledge)"

it was never about physical vs. nonphysical existence, that is just another illusion, matter is condensed spirit anyways (and we are probably fueling that machine with our remaining faith)

it is about your attitude towards awareness, do you accept "sophis" or not? do you understand that spirit is divine, nondual and interconnected, that god does not make distinctions, that there is no final cosmic hierarchy or order, that whatever they are came from the same source as whatever we are?

that is the actual struggle between good vs. evil, not who was the most faithful christian with the lowest amount of sins, not who killed the most heretics during a holy war, not which billionaires saved the most rainforest

good is knowledge of truth, evil is abandoning truth, that is all, truth lies within us, we have access at all times, it can never be wiped, it is just an intrinsical part of having a soul aka being awareness, and if you are awareness you hold a big winning lottery ticket

and that is why you are currently feeling like you really need a break from this nonsensical horrible mess, why external reality now feels like an internal psychosis and why meanwhile elites are awfully struggling to present you a chaotic untrustworthy mix of aliens, new and old age religion, eco-religion, woke-religion, economic fearmongering, lust, greed and ragebait to keep you in delusion

idk why but I just felt an urge to research some direct quotes, telepathic messages and other forms of communication between NHI, demons, angels and otherwordly entites in general and human subjects who were either abducted, met NHI, visions or had NDEs

I'm giving each core message by the foreign entity a "dubiousness ranking" to help you decide wether it might have been a benign or rather gaslighting kind of contact

all in all I found around 14 such cases, so here we go:

1) Ariel School Incident (Zimbabwe, 1994):

core message: "Humanity is becoming dangerously dependent on technology and is destroying the natural world. Unless people change their relationship with nature, the future will become increasingly destructive for both the Earth and themselves."

context: NHI, they told that to children at a school in Zimbabwe, which is really weird

dubiousness ranking: 10/10, why tell this to children out of all? why give this message after thousands of years of non technological suffering and destruction? why not give actual advice or offer intervention and help? overall this sounds extremely weird, could be guilt shaming or gaslighting because they prefer weaker, non advanced subjects over modern society with internet and modern technology (which btw. can also be used in non destructive ways like solar power)

2) Kirsan Ilyumzhinov Encounter (Moscow, 1997):

core message: "Humanity is being observed, but open contact has been deliberately postponed because people are not yet prepared. Contact will happen only when civilization reaches a greater level of maturity."

context: NHI, powerful russion oligarch and politician, he had a really long converstion with them

dubiousness ranking: 10/10, this is the classic "you are not ready yet", nothing else to add, there is clearly some malicious strategy behind those messages and they don't sound believable from a sceptical 2026 perspective but I guess they were astonishing back then

3) Alexey Bodnya Encounter (Kazakhstan, 1947):

core message: "Humans are not psychologically or spiritually ready for direct interaction with more advanced beings. The visitors suggested humanity's current condition makes meaningful contact as difficult as communicating with patients in an asylum."

dubiousness ranking: 9/10, classic gaslighting and shoving us into the role of wild rabid psychopaths neglecting all reasons why we are even in this place, -1 point because technically we are in an asylum of total madness, so there is some honesty in this

4) Betty Andreasson Abduction (1967):

core message: "Earth's future depends far more on humanity's spiritual development than on technological progress. People are being tested to choose love, faith, and inner transformation over materialism."

dubiousness ranking: 6/10, the first idea is actually true, spiritual development IS the key to get out of here and it is actually more important that building rockets or microchips, however the second part about us being tested sounds a lot like NDE gaslighting and reincarnation traps, basically making Earth a school while it actually is ... well you already know

5) Betty and Barney Hill Incident (1961):

core message: "Humanity is only one civilization among many in a vast inhabited universe. The conversation emphasized Earth's relatively small place in a much larger cosmic community."

dubiousness ranking: 2/10, sounds relatively sane, a bit too optimistic for me, I don't think there is a vast conglomerate of space civilizations all living happily in a big lively universe, I think this universe is designed with prison and loosh farming characteristics as a top priority but honestly it is possible that we are isolated and quarantined i.e. in some black hole and happier places exist elsewhere, so benefit of the doubt I think this message is okay-ish

6) Travis Walton Abduction (Arizona, 1975):

core message: "The beings appeared to regard Walton's injury as an accident and focused on preserving his life rather than teaching philosophy. Their actions suggested a desire to minimize interference with humanity."

dubiousness ranking: 4/10, who knows, maybe they made a little experiment, maybe they were just curious or bored, there is some contradiction and weirdness in landing your "spacecraft" to check one injured human and then zipping off because you want to "minimize contact with humanity"

7) Whitley Strieber – Communion Experiences (1985):

core message: "Humanity's greatest limitation is fear and its narrow understanding of consciousness. People are being pushed toward a broader awareness of reality and their own spiritual nature."

dubiousness ranking: 6/10, the part about fear sounds authentic, fear (like we learned from Yoda) leads to anger and pain and suffering, the rest is very dubious and the typical question arises: why not just give a bit more context and input, why not talk this through, why so vague? also people are absolutely not pushed towards spirituality for the last thousand or so years (think how limited our minds are since the middle ages)

8) George Ritchie NDE (1943 experience):

core message: "The true purpose of life is learning to love others. Human achievements have lasting value only when they are expressions of compassion and selfless service."

dubiousness ranking: 8/10, while love and compassion is always nice and I personally try to be loving, simply focussing on that alone would NEVER get us out of here and would completely make us stuck in the matrix forever like good little sheep, so I think this message is a tranquilizer to make us good cattle

9) Howard Storm NDE (1985):

core message: "God's love is unconditional, but selfishness distances people from it. Earthly life exists primarily as an opportunity to learn love, kindness, and service to others."

dubiousness ranking: 9/10, nice mellow words but you already know what is up

10) Dannion Brinkley NDE (1975):

core message: "Every human action has consequences that extend far beyond what people normally perceive. Humanity faces periods of upheaval, but these can become opportunities for spiritual growth through compassion rather than fear."

dubiousness ranking: 8/10, the usual stuff but I give it -2 points because if we achieve clarity about this realm and share it with others (like talking about it on reddit) I think we do actually make an impact that has consequences, probably not like "they" want it to though xD, it's odd how they always want us to be peaceful and stable, it really reeks of cattle tranquilizers

11) Mellen-Thomas Benedict NDE (1982):

core message: "Consciousness is the fundamental reality, and death is simply a transition rather than an end. Everything in existence is interconnected and contributes to the growth of the whole."

dubiousness ranking: 4/10, that one is actually true I guess, just that "growth of the whole" is classic gaslighting, I don't think this endless growth cycle, especially spiritually is necessary or true, why always be born, die, wipe the memory, be born again, it is madness, not growth but from a non cynical loving perspective I think the message is valid and personally I have experienced times of spiritual growth so maybe this one is okay-ish

12) Anita Moorjani NDE (2006):

core message: "Fear prevents people from living authentically, while unconditional love especially self-love allows healing and personal fulfillment. Human life should be lived without constant fear of failure or death."

dubiousness ranking: 9/10, yeah sure, just relax in the hell realm and let them do whatever they want, -1 because fear really is crippling and annoying

13) Howard Pittman NDE (1979):

core message: "Human life unfolds within an unseen spiritual conflict where moral choices matter far more than material success. What endures beyond death is a person's spiritual character rather than worldly accomplishments."

dubiousness ranking: 7/10, could be genuine but I have a feeling that this might be another version of the moral guilt shaming tranquilizer, but still it sounds somewhat true, we can achieve i.e. gnosis and take that with us after death, morality and karma are difficult terms because many lives really fuck you up and then you almost cannot avoid bad karma so I'm extremely sceptical of that

14) Emanuel Swedenborg's Angelic Visions (18th century):

core message: "Heaven and hell are ultimately shaped by the kind of person one becomes rather than by arbitrary judgment. Love, intention, and freely chosen character determine one's spiritual destiny."

dubiousness ranking: 6/10, this one is oddly ambigious, first it sounds like the classic moral gaslighting campaign but on second look it is technically not wrong, you should freely chose your development and character, this being 300 years old I think could reflect the older relationship between NHI/ gods and humanity where they still behaved like teachers and parents, still this is classic religous indoctrination (heaven and hell is up to you)

==> Summary and final thoughts:

it is incredibly odd that almost all these messages appear like "karmic tranquilizers" instead of real informational sharing, they are vague and short lived, basically inject a certain feeling or understanding and then the subject is left alone to cope with it, why not stay a while? why not talk it through? why not give more in depth information?

on Earth we have developed much more thorough learning systems, you can access all information at all times, if you struggle teachers can help you for long periods of time, often school is free for several years, later in academia lively discussions are encouraged (think how the ancient greeks celebrated discussions) allow you to really dissect information which leads to mastery of science and arts

why is none of this learning available from these beings? they zip in and out, want to "minimize contact" because we are a "mental asylum" or "problematic" or "not there yet"..., the behaviour of NHI almost feels a bit clumsy or scared like they are curious, want to inferere a little bit but really don't want to stir up the waters too much

it is also worrying how strong and homogenic this pattern is through different phenomena like abductions, NDEs and so on

however as always I don't want to be too cynical, there are very interesting NDEs where the subject spent weeks and months, sometimes years "up there" living entire "second lives" with incredible amounts of learning and endless epiphanies, though such occasions are rare and most NDEs have a hastened basic pattern of "you need to get the fuck back down asap"

also some NHI contact left this incredible emotional imprint, like that Varginha alien contact where this neurosurgeon (whom I btw. missed in the list above) was completely awestruck and emotionally affected, you can watch the interview here: https://www.reddit.com/r/UFOs/comments/1q8vhaf/new_and_complete_testimony_from_dr_italo/

I'm personally a huge fan of emotional learning but we all know the risks of archontic love showers so as always it's a risky endeavour

my personal conclusion is that benign, helpful entities might exist but they seem to make up less than 10% of higher, intelligent beings in "the universe" so it would be possible but rare and unlikely to meet one of the good guys, also they would be oddly quiet and hidden (dark forest theory maybe)

this is my personal understanding of both the fermi paradox and the dark forest hypothesis (in relation to the prison planet theory and gnosis):

both are touching the question why we see and feel nothing akin to us "out there", why it is so dark and cold beyond our inner experience, why no other species comes to help us...

so imagine reality as a once neutral sandbox called empty nondual awareness, a complete nonfragmented indescribable "stuff"

if fragmentation into entities and hierarchies would occur within this proto-awareness aeons ago there would be three winning qualities in order to overwhelm and dominate everyone else:

1. high intellect/ understanding of core mechanics within awareness, being able to walk through many dimensions, alter and adjust at will, this is a quality we would call mastery of science or even mastery of magic
2. ability to understand the desires and needs of other entities so you can steer them in ways suitable for your own growth and accumulation of control/ power, merely conceptual empathy is sufficient, you don't need to actually *feel* what other entities desire, an angler fish does not care what it feels like to be attracted to it's trap light, it acts merely as a predator, a being preying on others
3. ability and willingness to ignore or overcome all remaining blockers like hesitation, regret, fear, guilt and shame that might occur on a path towards total reality domination

this is a sobering and shocking truth but beings that master all these abilities would be near omnipotent and nearly unstoppable in the mid to long term development cycles of the universe (awareness experiencing and developing within itself, a cycle of creation)

also as whatever our capabilities of "emotional information processing" might represent within global awareness, "they" once were part of us and probably contained residue traits of us which they slowly lost while abusing the knowledge of emotional truth to their advantages

awareness can "access" emotional balancing to remain in stable and unified states of wholeness, which we might call pleroma or bliss or nirvana but a being wich maximizes the aforementioned three traits would turn this "access" into "abuse" until it has satisfied all of its power/ control needs

so if you really want to become "god" you basically should rape the most divine quality of awareness to the absolute brink until you smashed all opposition into bits

this means that all the phenomena we encounter for example during NDEs, during alien abduction events, during astral travel, during DMT trips, all the encounters mentioned in the bible and other ancient scripture is essentially this "dark forest" of a) highly intelligent b) highly predatory and c) highly pitiless and cruel entities

and my theory actually has a lot of anecdotal evidence:

firstly power hierarchies on Earth follow the same scheme, for example some churches and religious belief systems are nowadays broadly recognized as ruthless institutes sacrificing all moral integrity for long term conservation of influence and power

secondly markets and capitalism strongly benefit entities and corporations that follow these three principles

lastly personally you surely have already experienced how even white lies, morally acceptable lies and slightly manipulative behaviour gives you this tiny advantage in everyday life, basically making it completely normal and necessary to function in our society... we all know that the combination of intellect, empathy and ruthlessness unlocks advantages in daily life

and thousands of years of rule of power are evidence that this behaviour goes mostly unpunished except maybe if your team is losing to another one, than you are instantly wiped out (if a bigger evil eats you it's game over)

what I want to express is how we might want to be prepared for another ontoligical shock or disclosure where we collectively realize that there is no actual empathy, no love, no feelings beyond ourselves, everything beyond this realm might actually be a dark forest full of "creatures" that operate exactly how people who encountered them intuitvely described them:

a preying mantis, a cold lizard, a shallow grey, a gargantuan snake lion (demiurge), a lurking shadow and so on...

and there lies an important distinction which many don't get:

the lizard, the mantis being, they are neither like the insects and reptiles we know on Earth nor are they like pure evil demons

we need to be precise here: animals on earth either operate entirely mechanical (think of amoeba, fungi or snails) or they operate heavily on emotion (think of cat, fox or lion) or they are somewhat in between (maybe... snakes?)

but the higher dimensional beings that in lack of better understanding we describe as "preying mantis" or "cold humanoid lizard" are not 1:1 analogies to Earth's fauna

instead they operate delicately on a higher dimensional understanding of emotions, they see our emotional vulnerability (which is in fact a great and important quality to have) as a weakness to prey on, they see our emotional capabilities from a perspective entirely unknown to us, the perspective of higher dimensional predators

that goes further than an angler fish utilizing a light trap because evolution over millennia gave it this advantage, this is willfull and calculated strategy, way more like human military strategy than animal instinct

I think all of this is the reason why angels, demons, gods, archons, aliens and so on describe us as the "lowest form of life" or "in need of learning" or "not there yet" often in an arrogant manner, a snake does neither think nor call it's prey "dumb or primitive or in need of learning", it just acts according to it's hunger

because this text is already quite long as a final word: one should ask where all this fragmentation into hunter and prey on a cosmic scale will eventually lead? it seems we have a unique ability that survived millennia of unfathomable torture and abuse by beings who claim to be our "gods"

it seems emotionally capable awareness is in fact not "the lowest form of life" as they call us but the most essential one but everything is inverted and twisted at the moment, it also means that we might never be able to take the gods to trial because you couldn't even make them understand what it means to be capable of emotion, you would just be screaming into an empty dark forest which is especially perplexing and frustrating as the "gods" that live there are absolutely capable of communication but more akin to AI, they would never be hurt or even affected by our cries of anger, desperation, sadness and so on (unless we were to somehow shut down the entire show, I think then they would rebel loudly)

and yet it seems that loosh farms are real so they consume our unique aliveness in some residual way, a cold functional feeding cycle... our soul's main qualities are merely "sugar for their muscles" or "light for their photosynthesis" and it seems they desire, demand and even "like" that as their last remaining connection to us

this is truly a reality of unfathomable horror and I wonder how we will eventually adapt to and conquer this calamity to revert the inverted matrix into a true home for the divine spark instead of this fabricated mess

I've been a long time hellish NDE "researcher" and also hugely interested in different aspects of "alien abductions" where the subject started praying in desperation and actually managed to get free (sometimes even freak the aliens out just by praying)

in hellish NDEs there is a similar pattern where desperate prayer often spawns a Jesus like figure and allows for escape

the problem here is that we are all very sceptical and the Jesus like figure is often presumed to be a false savior and so on, so the situation is really complex and obfuscated and you never really know the players

however personally I have this autoimmune disorder that can bring me instant hellish pain with suffocation, extreme fear and nausea, vomiting and so on, it is really 10/10 unpleasent and I have the strongest pain meds (and other stuff like asthma inhalers) available for these occasions

but sometimes I'm caught off guard, I usually don't drive any vehicles and usually stay relatively close to home but I do have to drive my bicycle to get some food from time to time

so today while I was a few miles from home it hit me, intense sharp pain, suffocation, nausea, worse than anything in the last few months

immediately and automatically I started praying to... something... I strongly follow PPT and gnosis and therefore for me it doesn't make sense to pray to the usual gods, but I still feel like praying to a god, a higher power

so far every time when the agony reached it's apex I could feel a voice answering me and every time the symptoms get better, so today I was able to get home at last

I was insane enough to even turn around, take a very steep hill and trigger the same situation again (I know this is madness but I stopped caring a while ago) and it actually worked a second time but then I quickly returned home

during the second time I specifically asked "who are you? are you part of me?" and I got no clear answer

what do you think is this phenomenon?

basically I see three options:

a) similar to some hellish NDEs it is an imposter that tries to evoke faith and worship by creating the (medically so far still not diagnosed) issue, something related to COVID they say

b) it is a secondary entity, a counterparty to this demonic attack, an actual god but it is not connected to me

c) during intense fear of an extremely painful death I am somehow able to connect to my higher consciousness, unlocking powers that are usually and by design blocked from us humans, so I effectively "heal" myself (similar to the stories were mothers lifted trees with superhuman powers to save a stuck kid)

what do you think?

this might sound odd and I assume if you utilize voice messages at all you probably do not listen to your own messages once they are sent but I've had at least one verified incident (with a witness) where I clearly said a sentence "Dear, I really do not like the way you treat XY and XY treats you. Maybe you should..." and when I listened to the message it was a 100% fluent and non interrupted "Dear, I really do not like the way you treat XY and maybe you should..."

So not only was half of my sentence missing (about 2 seconds of time) there also was a fabricated transition between sentence one and two.

The guy who stood in the room with me realized this just at the same moment I did and we were quite baffled. There were only 10 seconds between me actually talking and the playback of the message.

I absolutely do not think there is some technical manipulation of the voice recording itself.

this could be an audio codec or compression issue, but a whole sentence missing plus a new transition to the next sentence is kinda freaky

my life is basically a constant hellish NDE because of autoimmune disease that causes abysmal pain, sickness, vomiting, anxiety, suffocation and so on... I've gotten used to it mostly because these symptoms have grown so familiar, there is no real medicine for it and some of the medicine can make it worse, even multiple full life turnarounds with excessive effort to maintain my health (doctors, fitness, meditation, eating healthy, supplements...) only slowed it down, it is genetic so basically nothing you would get by "choice" or mistake

therefore I've always been fascinated by those relatively rare hellish and ultra hellish NDEs, especially those where the subject is aware that it is being manipulated by a non loving force but still succumbs to the hellish agony and eventually consents to "go back to Earth"

last night I passed out in a feverish nightmare, almost suffocated on my own vomit again, sweating and trembling for hours

during these phases of intense suffering I always feel like some kind of evil force is making it very clear who is the boss, I eventually start to beg for an exit, instinctively I feel shoved back into my role as a loosh cow, my entire mind is getting filled up with dread and despair, each time I cannot fathom how bad it actually is, the icing of the cake is how I even feel grateful when it finally does stop, it feels like I just got harvested and then thrown away, a place without hope, dignity or willpower

I still KNOW what gnosis and PPT is, I can still understand it from an intellectual POV but I feel absolutely defeated and powerless

and for the last 10 years or so I've always asked myself how one could get through a hellish NDE if such pain can be inflicted upon us at any given time (by other humans but especially by our NHI overlords)

it is such a direct and intimate demonstration of power vs. powerlessness, I've had episodes that lasted for weeks resulting in worse than death situations of indescribable agony

and that is exactly the point, it is worse than death because it does not kill you, you understand immediately that this agony can happen at any time, for any duration and it can obviously reach never before experienced levels (I know for example that whatever this is, it is by far not as bad as idk... ww1 trench warfare in Verdun)

whenever I have these episodes of high fever, pain, vomiting, inflammation etc. I somehow understand that I cannot really die, that there is no real death that could shield me from it, even if one day it could lead to physical death (but especially autoimmune agony can have little effect on life expectancy)... so I feel delivered to the mercy of an unknown, sinister force and yet there is no escape except begging for it to stop

and that is the most vulnerable point in the hellish NDEs, when the subjects begins to call for help, that is often when "they" offer you a warm bright light or a graceful holographic Jesus figure

it is also morbidly fascinating how many different types of hellish agony there are so even if you somehow got used to one of them there are enough other variants, some you never experienced before

all of this is why I've become careful about presumably easier methods of escaping the prison planet that would just require firmly revoking consent... "they" have advanced methods of getting "consent" and those seem effective as fuck

what do you think? personally I believe there are no simple answers to this question and awareness will just eventually burn out, fade out and decay (or forcefully "reset") in ways that do not allow for archontic entities to shape useful realms and control matrix out of it, like you cannot torture anyone to become a really happy clown or a really ambitious athlete or whatever... some motivation needs to be intrinsical and torture creates this fatigued, fake kind of motivation

another little comfort is that through all these years of torment I've never lost my ability to understand justice, kindness and I think I'm still somewhat able to express love or care, but that is not much comfort, is it?

I believe this is how it ends... this strangeness we are feeling (the one I recently wrote about here)... the strangeness is pointing towards a singularity where our fractured pathetic little awareness behaves in a never before (?) seen way:

namely might act in a coherent, unified manner and directly stare the so called gods in the eye (as a result of never before seen high pressure evolution)

that is "all" it takes, that is the nightmare fuel of the gods, demi-gods and so on... that they are not alone in the room with their toys anymore

that it ALL comes to life against them and asks "excuse me sir, what the fuck are you doing to me?"

that is goosebump inducing if you really think about it

strangeness is a symptom of true novelty

novelty is a principle even a time-dominant multidimensional god isn't immune against, there is no entropy prohibiting infinite novelty

and if you think about it more: this is also one of the best possible definitions of evil we are seeing in the Toy Story clip:

Sid(eous) is ignoring the aliveness and awareness within his toys, he simply does not accept that they are made of the same stuff as him so would possibly have ambitions, aversions, goals just like him...

evil is similar to Kant something that does not respect the basic demands for others that it demands for itself, evil is therefore fragmentation of self and purely illogical

so if evil fragments awareness into opposing camps (divide and conquer) there is nothing more opposed to that than unified ambition to face this intention

so the increasing strangeness and the release of all kinds of strange fringe information might be a direct consequence of us beginning to wake up and become something novel and coherent enough to recreate that Toy Story scene but on a cosmic level

mods, this is 100% true, neutral fact, this is not a political post:

we are talking about THE person who was mentioned in numerous RC twitter posts and heavily involved in the GameStop saga for years, mentioned in several news articles and who previously bought a substantial amount of GME shares (dunno if he still holds any):

proof that he is now the director of intelligence:

https://preview.redd.it/ay763o75m05h1.png?width=536&format=png&auto=webp&s=b566c36208f96ef128751155418020c691040874

proof of news articles: https://investorplace.com/2023/05/pulte-ignites-gme-stock-hype-with-gamestop-tweet/

proof that RC posted about him: https://www.reddit.com/r/Superstonk/comments/1543v3y/ryan_cohens_recently_liked_tweet_is_about_pulte/

proof that the X group still exists:

https://preview.redd.it/47mqn00bl05h1.png?width=541&format=png&auto=webp&s=07f62162546bab89e886909681458a05a6d34a8f

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So you guys still think this isn't the biggest black swan event of all times👀👀?

please keep it civil in the comments, IYKYK, this is not a post about other (meme)stocks or politics but purely about GME! I specifically avoided mentioning the names of other subreddits, specific users and I did not provide direct links otherwise than Superstonk and a news site...

so after years on an older model I finally switchted to a Samsung QLED 65inch panel

my old TV had a metal casing, this one has a plastic one

anyways I noticed that if I view down from the top to the bottom of the panel or from the left upper corner to the right upper corner that there are no straight lines

the panel protrudes about 1-2mm in the middle of the screen (which is not much compared to the size but it creates a visible disturbance when looked at from the side

also the frame lines are a bit wobbly (again maybe 1mm in difference but it is not a straight line like for example a window glass)

did I bend my TV while lifting it up the sideboard or is this normal? a friend told be he had seen these huge TVs even visibly bend and break if lifted wrong

I've never had a TV which I could not normally lift with both hands

it feels like he completely "breaks character", three weeks ago just casual old tech reviews and now BAM... like a whole new universe was presented to him