32 year old female and I’m looking for an entry level roles, maybe in truck driving in Western Australia. I can’t find anything online and it all seems to be internal or who you know. I’m currently doing 2:1 housekeeping to get my foot in the door but it’s not something I’d like to continue for much longer. Any leads or information would be greatly appreciated :)
I usually just ask “tell me what I need to know”
I feel like the first card represents him, the second card represents me and perhaps the 3rd is the outcome? Given I haven’t told him how I feel, they know I care for them but I don’t think they know if more than a friendly way.
I have just recently started practicing meditation again after many years absent due to chronic anxiety, panic attacks and low self worth/ trauma. I get the uncontrolled body rocking back and forth and I don’t find it overly frightening, I find it super interesting that my body can go into this state without me controlling it. Last night the rocking started with my head until my whole torso was rocking back and forth, my head then turned to the left rocking and then slowly after a certain time it turned to the right.
I brought myself back and gave myself a hug after.
It’s only been a few weeks but I find it so fascinating that this can happen.
I understand I can be kundalini energy releasing blockages, it’s encouraging me to practice more and see where mediation can heal and take me.
I already haven’t had a panic attack in over a week and I was having multiple in an hour/ nocturnal panic attacks.
Excited to see where this journey takes me