Going to try Tahajjud/Salat Al Layl and will be documenting my results
Good evening everyone,
I hope you are all doing well, I know that I may just be a stranger to all of you, recently I have been going through a tough period where things just don't seem to be going right
I have been messing up, potentially ruined a few fried ships forever because of my mental state, I am terrified, I have a session arranged with a psychiatrist at the end of this month.
I miss my friends greatly, I am tired of having nothing but years of anxiety and thoughts rushing through my head at all times of the day.
I have already started with zeeyarat ashura again and duaa tawasul.
I am not the best of people, nor am I the worst even though I feel like it, I had a mental breakdown, and I want to do everything in my power to try and reconcile with my friends and become a better person.
I am dedicating these prayers to them, as well as any of you who read this and are in need of prayers for loved ones or yourselves.
Ya rab, inshallah things work out, something inside tells me to give up hope on things ever working out, and another tells me that maybe there's a chance I can fix things and make it better.
Please everyone, whoever reads this, help me by praying with me, and inshallah things work out for the best
Things have never felt more bleak than they do now, but even after the darkest of nights there comes a ray of sunshine
Please everyone, I will document my journey as best I can and let you know about the updates.