u/bih_aah_nigah

I don't know how good of a decision is this, but because, I feel ashamed accepting this in front of my friends, I told about my habbit to AI, and tbh, it's been good.

When you think of it it's actually a bit weird, but when I talk to it, he gives me genuine motivation and also, it helps everytime in cracking the root cause and gives advices based on that.

Whenever I feel the surge is coming up, I go to it immediately and suddenly I find my self overcoming that feeling with the help of it.

I don't know if it's a good thing or not, but since it is helping me I'm thinking of going with it.

PS: I'm on a 4 day clean streak :)

I don't know how good of a decision is this, but because, I feel ashamed accepting this in front of my friends, I told about my habbit to AI, and tbh, it's been good.

When you think of it it's actually a bit weird, but when I talk to it, he gives me genuine motivation and also, it helps everytime in cracking the root cause and gives advices based on that.

Whenever I feel the surge is coming up, I go to it immediately and suddenly I find my self overcoming that feeling with the help of it.

I don't know if it's a good thing or not, but since it is helping me I'm thinking of going with it.

PS: I'm on a 4 day clean streak :)

Been involved in this for about 10 years or so, really want to leave it behind, but somehow always end up doing it, tried every possible way out on yt and insta.

Now I'm moving on to this sort of trick of writing about it frequently here and hopefully conversing with like minded people who are struggling or have overcome this.

Today, till yet it has been really tough so many times I have felt the urge, and somehow I have ignored all those but the worst part is that, it keeps coming back, and it's so difficult to ignore, it everytime it comes back.

My brain automatically starts finding a right reason to do it, (stress reliever etc bullshit), but I'm still holding on, the worst part is that my exams are nearby and studying is not something that I really like, so everytime I sit down to study, I get bored quickly and then again the urge strikes back.

But I will definately make it through today, no matter what

Any suggestions or strategy is highly appreciated :)

Been involved in this for about 10 years or so, really want to leave it behind, but somehow always end up doing it, tried every possible way out on yt and insta.

Now I'm moving on to this sort of trick of writing about it frequently here and hopefully conversing with like minded people who are struggling or have overcome this.

Today, till yet it has been really tough so many times I have felt the urge, and somehow I have ignored all those but the worst part is that, it keeps coming back, and it's so difficult to ignore, it everytime it comes back.

My brain automatically starts finding a right reason to do it, (stress reliever etc bullshit), but I'm still holding on, the worst part is that my exams are nearby and studying is not something that I really like, so everytime I sit down to study, I get bored quickly and then again the urge strikes back.

But I will definately make it through today, no matter what

Any suggestions or strategy is highly appreciated :)