u/birthdaysugarcube

Umm the title is very straightforward lol.

I used to be so full of jokes and things to say, and I could talk to just about anybody. Now, even with my close friends, I have nothing to say. I still have my likes and dislikes, but it seems like I don’t care enough. This obviously led to me drifting away from friends and not being able to form new bonds. I really don’t know what I should do. I hate being boring especially when I know that it wasn’t always like this.

Before I start: please don’t judge or tell me that I deserve consequences because I already know.

Backstory: Okay so my one of my best friends and I like to go to the mall and basically shoplift anything we want, and we’ve been doing this for like a year. We’ve stolen more than the felony amount combined I’m pretty sure, and I realized that if I get caught once I turn 16 in a few months they’ll probably take it way more seriously. I realized the risks I was taking when I got noticed by a worker for the first time (they didn’t do anything but I heard them talk about me), and it made me see that I’m not as sneaky as I thought I was. It’s also important to note that when my friend went with someone else, she got caught and got security called but she ran away so nothing happened. So after that I asked Reddit if they’re gonna come hunt me down and I got cussed out by like everybody 😭😭 so like I said earlier, if you’re gonna just yell at me don’t waste your time because I already got the point that I need to stop.

This is where I get to the point: how do I quit without changing the dynamic of our friendship because I really love this friend a lot. It’s kinda hard to stop without changing what most of our hangouts are. I just wanna stop and start going shopping like a normal person because I’ll be able to drive soon, so I’ll be allowed to get a job.

Before I start: please don’t judge or tell me that I deserve consequences because I already know.

Backstory: Okay so my one of my best friends and I like to go to the mall and basically shoplift anything we want, and we’ve been doing this for like a year. We’ve stolen more than the felony amount combined I’m pretty sure, and I realized that if I get caught once I turn 16 in a few months they’ll probably take it way more seriously. I realized the risks I was taking when I got noticed by a worker for the first time (they didn’t do anything but I heard them talk about me), and it made me see that I’m not as sneaky as I thought I was. It’s also important to note that when my friend went with someone else, she got caught and got security called but she ran away so nothing happened. So after that I asked Reddit if they’re gonna come hunt me down and I got cussed out by like everybody 😭😭 so like I said earlier, if you’re gonna just yell at me don’t waste your time because I already got the point that I need to stop.

This is where I get to the point: how do I quit without changing the dynamic of our friendship because I really love this friend a lot. It’s kinda hard to stop without changing what most of our hangouts are. I just wanna stop and start going shopping like a normal person because I’ll be able to drive soon, so I’ll be allowed to get a job.