u/blacktarmud

I haven’t been suicidal for very long time, but not even a month in and I started making plans. This is the happiest I’ve been in my life. I finally got control over substances and drinking. I didn’t do drugs anymore and I stopped getting drunk. I started having very very long depressive episodes where I was scared to leave my house. Had a euphoric episode and I wanted every drug in the world. I felt completely out of control. This brought me back to such a dark time in my life. I’m getting it removed asap. Hope this helps if anyone is considering going on this.

So I’m supposed to be due my period in a couple days, supposedly.
I’ve been having the worst cramps for the last week, back, uterus, legs, you name it. And a piercing headache that seems to get worse each day.
I’m just begging for my period to come because I have always dealt with intense pms symptoms before getting my period.
I’m so depressed and bedridden I’m struggling to find motivation to even make myself a cup of tea.