I am a graduate with a diploma in insurance and management, and I am preparing for the IFCE exam. What are the best sectors I can work in, and what are the best departments where I can work with commissions and not have targets on my back?
أنا خريجة دبلوم تامين و إدارة و جالسه احضر نفسي حق اختبار الـ IFCE ايش هي افضل قطاعات الي ممكن اتوظف فيه سواء + ايش افضل أقسام الي ممكن اشتغل فيه يكون فيها زي العمولة و مو تارقت على ظهري
ايش هي الشركات القوية غير أرامكو و رواتبها كويسه ؟
I always feel like I have a problem because of the absence of a man in my life, whether it's my dad or my older brother. I'm always relying on myself for everything, literally even the simplest errands. I don't ask for money, and my mom is the one who does everything, gives more, and tries harder; she does everything more.
My dad isn't a bad dad, but I feel he's absent from my life. For the simplest errand, he has to complain, make a fuss, and start arguing with me, treating me like I'm a kid, and I'm in my third year of university now. I try to accept my situation, but it just keeps getting worse.
My dad doesn’t like how I put on makeup or how I buy my needs. He argues with me and says I’m wasting my money on unnecessary things, while throughout my childhood everything was a 'no' and everything was unnecessary. I’ve reached an age where I can’t even enter a simple discussion with him because of his way of thinking, and he gets angry over the silliest things; any little situation makes him furious.
And my mom always defends him, saying, "Your dad is stressed and tired," and I understand that, but how long am I going to keep dragging everything from him? The issue of taking money from him is exhausting, the errands with him are tiring, and discussions with him are exhausting.
But I can't deny that my dad is present in some of my very difficult problems, and even though he’s very exhausting, I love him. But I hate asking him for anything because there has to be pulling and dragging.
As for my brother, even though he’s older, I feel like I'm the older one, not him. Living with him is very difficult and exhausting. His behavior is annoying, and his actions are disgusting. He has a job, but he just shows off and belittles me...
When my friends come over, he raises his voice and asks me when they're leaving, knowing that my mom and dad have no problem with my friends staying until dawn, but he makes excuses saying he needs sleep. He's a liar; he does that just to embarrass me, and he always acts in ways just to irritate me. I hate him and I hate his presence. Even though he helps me, he annoys me, humiliates me, and makes me go crazy. My mom tells me that it’s not necessary, that I’m the difficult one and the sensitive one, and that raising me is harder than all my siblings because I’m the only one fighting alone. I don’t want my youth to be wasted on this annoying situation, and what tires me is that I don’t feel like a girl. My outer appearance is full of femininity, but my behavior and speech make me afraid that this behavior will repeat even when I get married and become a mother. I don’t want my husband to be like my dad, exhausting, nor like my brother, annoying and reckless.
حالياً عمري ٢٠ سنة و إلى إلا مهمه سويت احس نفس مو مقتنعة بحياتي على اني احاول قد ماقدر بس مهمه حاولت ما احس نفسي مقتنعة بشي 😕