u/boasther

Lately I've been considering telling my psychiatrist that I think I might have SPD but there's one thing that doesn't fit, atleast according to my knowledge of SPD. A few years ago I had this friend I met online, we talked to eachother everyday but after a year of being friends he broke contact with me for no reason and after that I missed him for close to a year. The way I would describe my feelings during that time would be that I didn't miss him as a person in specific but rather the experience of talking with him and the routine in general, I tried to find replacements that had his style of typing (kinda weird I know) but that didn't work. I'm not asking for a diagnosis or anything but I don't know whether to tell my psychiatrist about these suspicions or if I just have schizoids traits (a lot of them but still).

What the title says, I naturally have a flat chest if that helps

The thing that strikes me the most about my face are my luscious ass lashes, I look like I have fake lashes on all the time, is there any way to resolve this? Does it change on hormone therapy? Should I just deal with it?

So I'm 18 years old living with my parents because I'm still in school and I wanted to ask this as some sort of reference point, I simply don't know how to go about futher transition. So far my mom knows about issues regarding my identity, supports me and knows I bind, my dad kinda found out by accident and he doesn't seem too happy but he's never really been confrontational so I'm not sure how he feels about this. I guess the main thing I want to ask is how you got on hormones, how you dealt with coming out to your friends or people around you in general, government stuff etc. Insight especially from people who transitioned around my age would be perfect but I appreciate any advice. Also English isn't my first language so I apologize for any mistakes.