u/bro483x

I wish I had value I am just this worthless being I am stupid useless and worthless and Im sorry if this isn’t the nicest post I am just of no value I am useless I am worthless I shouldn’t be here I am useless not supposed to be here and why am i living life why are they torturing me by keeping me alive in this place

I am worthless I have no value I have done nothing I am just so worthless spending sm money on plastic surgery I want to be beautiful I am just ugly and worthless I am just disgusting and I relapsed and I don’t care Im worthless I’ve been praying to die everyday I want to die what’s the point of being called beautiful I suffer i am worthless I want to die I am worthless

I hate my life i wish i wasn’t lonely i wish i could live out my fantasies and dreams i hate my life i hate living i hate that every time i try to take myself out it never works im sorry yall i just hate my life i have nobody to talk to nobody takes me seriously irl and they keep taking sharp objects away from me i have nobody outlet

YALL alcohol does nothing for me I have NEVER been drunk but Ive been sooo high so many times so many times. Why doesnt it do it for me? Im 5’3 120lbs like. Anyway I notice a large percent of users are alcoholics but I just don’t see the fun in it I can NEVER get drunk. It actually is making me upset . Like I want to be on their level I hate not being on the same wave. But weed? The best shit ever (I had to quit though I got severe weed dependency blah blah blah) and SH addiction. But never alcohol. It doesn’t it for me unless i’m doing it wrong. Not even from shots. Im serious. How many of you prefer to drink vs smoke? How many of you relate to my statement? For now alcohol is lame

hello all <3 its my second day of sobriety and i hope everyone is having a wonderful day. im sitting outside in the hot sun in an attempt to ignore the cold sweats and i dont feel well physically. but i am feeling a lot better mentally. I am very happy i am awake and enjoying this nice sun 🩷 happy mondayyyyyyyyy