(14) what do i do? my aunt i was living with died recently and now i’m living with my other aunt and she’s really mean. i was in my room crying looking at pictures of me and my aunt because I miss her so much and she came in, took my phone, and said i’m making myself sad on purpose and that I'm dumb
my TT passed away not too long ago and I’ve been staying with my aunt since. I miss her so much it don’t even feel real sometimes. She was the only person who always made sure I was good and had everything I needed. I just feel so alone without her like I'm missing something. school is coming up and I been stressing about it because I don’t know if I’m gonna have clothes, or supplies and I asked my other aunt the one I'm staying with what we was gonna do for back to school because it’s getting close. I wasn’t asking for nothing expensive. I was just asking because I really don’t have what I need. and she got mad and told me to stop asking and said I’m worrying about the wrong thing. and that hurt my feelings bc I know if my TT was here she wouldn't make me feel like I'm too much or I'm bothering her so after that I went to my room and started crying. I was looking at old pictures of me and my TT because that’s the only thing that makes me feel close to her now. and i keep texting her number sometimes without thinking like I know she not gonna answer, but I still sit there hoping she will. and My aunt came in while I was crying and got mad again. She took my phone and said I’m making myself sad on purpose by looking at pictures and how that's dumb. but I’m not making myself sad I’m already sad. I’m supposed to miss her. looking at pictures ain’t what’s making me cry, it’s the fact that she’s gone and I have nobody💔 I just miss her. I just need somebody or ANYBODY to talk to or vent to I feel so alone rn like my heart is really breaking💔 i don't know if I can handle this