u/bufus_regularis

for context, I'm demiromantic and usually label myself as asexual, just cause it's easier then to explain that "I don't enjoy most sexual activities excluding yadayadayadya.."

recently i got into a relationship that I truly enjoy, it's weird, I'm not used to it, but it isn't inherently uncomfortable as it used to be, just new and scary.

THAT SAID, I'm worried I will not be able to satisfy my partner :(

I (kinda? it's hard to explain) like making out, but I don't feel turned on. I just feel something when my partner reacts to something I did. I don't dislike their touching, but I don't FEEL anything, like, I can see they enjoy touching my chest, and it's nice knowing that, but I don't feel anything there, neither in any other part of my body.

I really like touching tho, watching to see how they feel about it, I think I would enjoy giving handjobs/anything where I can watch them react to what I'm doing, but what if that isn't enough?

just wanted to know if anyone relates to any of this,,

okay...i'm in a very good relationship, we both are really compatible and into role reversal overall, which is incredibly lucky, and I love him so fucking much it makes me angry.

but I know for a fact he's into tall, strong women. I'm pretty muscular, but i'm 5'3 :) and he's 5'8.

last week, we were drinking together. He was already pretty drunk and trying to get into a comfortable position lying in my lap. Then he muttered he wished he was smaller so he could "fit" better. AND I FELT SO BAD!!! LIKE, he deserves that, and I can't do it :(((

I always hated my height, but when things like that happen it's really like rubbing salt in the wound.

just wanted to rant, thank you for reading.

eu nunca tive dinheiro p comprar um instrumento mas sempree quis tocar alguma coisa, hoje em dia eu tenho mais condições, e queria aprender bateria.

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eu tenho 19, então parece um pouco q eu já perdi o tempo d aprender a tocar qualquer coisakk queria uma ajuda p achar uma bateria que não seja absurdamente cara :))

helloo, I'm 19, always wanted to learn to play something but never had the money to do so, now I do :))

feels like I kinda already missed the time to learn, but oh well, so i've been thinking of what I should try first. I really like the idea of drums.

tenho 19, fiz um ano d engenharia de software numa faculdade ead meia boca da minha cidade, e esse ano tive a oportunidade de mudar pra uma consideravelmente melhor.

eu gosto de programação, mas as vezes pensar em fazer isso pro resto da vida, e não como um hobby me deixa cagada. Sem levar em consideração a porra da IA q ta corroendo tudo no mundo.

desse ponto, eu pensei em cursar psicologia, que sempre foi minha segunda opção, mas todos os meus familiares me desencorajaram. Por outro lado, eu trabalho no setor de TI da prefeitura da minha cidade, e geral q ta cursando/já cursou TI fala q é uma merda e eu devia pular fora.

Q Q EU FAÇO ENTÃO MANO? parece que nao tem pra onde correr.

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i was never big on crushes, liked one person in my whole 19 years, but recently i've been thinking more about it.

i live in a country where rr/sub men are pratically non existent, and I honestly don't think I could be fully happy in a "common" relationship, for a long time I even thought i was ace cause I couldn't fathom being with the average men.

it's been stressing me out :(( specially cause I happen to be somewhat into a good friend of mine, which IS already stressing cause the last time I liked anyone like that I was 13, more when I think that even if it works out, if those specific requirements aren't met, I'll never be able to fully enjoy the relationship, and THAT WOULDN'T BE FAIR FOR THE OTHER PERSON.

i'm tweaking

i got combo, somewhat acne prone skin, leans more heavily towards dry tho, especially now cause where I live it's very cold at the moment !

deciding between the dive in serum or the mixsoon glacial water one :)) soothing formulations tend to work well for me.