u/butt_crunch

I'm an EMT, at my station we have bedrooms for crews to sleep in when not on call and obviously its the first place I go when I get to work. This morning my partner is a woman I have met only in passing and who also happens to be the supervisor for another part of the company.

Sometimes I'll dream when I'm half asleep and occasionally the words I say actually come out of my mouth. Well today that dream included my OGGLING WOMEN AT A SHOOTING COMPETITION. This is the first time I've ever had a dream where I was such a douche :(

What I genuinely think I may have said out loud was "now THATS an ASS". Then I remember slightly waking up and wondering if I had said that out loud, followed by my partner silently getting up, using the bathroom, and leaving the room. That was about 2-3 hours so I think.

Of course that may be a coincidence and I

I'm really not sure how soon after the dream she got out of bed, but eugh.

If she did hear it and thought it was directed at her, I think she would have said something? But if she heard it and thought I was dreaming I figure she would have still be creeped out and left the room.

How the fuck am I supposed to navigate this situation.

I know that the upper control arm ball joints are not replaceable, but I cant find information about which of the other many ball joints are replaceable, or which joints to buy for their replacement. Anyone know where I should look?

There are tons of polyurethane bushing sets but I'd much MUCH prefer the softness of rubber, but it seems like rubber is unavailable for the vast majority of bushings. Does anyone have any experince with fitting universal bushings in? Is that actually the normal way of doing things (I'm new to this stuff)?

If it comes down to it, are there anyways to DIY softer bushings? I only see stuff about racing bushings.

Thank you