first car crash after only four weeks of having my license. feel anxious to drive again
as shown in title. last thursday, i got into my first wreck and i am scared to death of driving again. i misjudged the amount of space i had to turn left and got t-boned in the back window/wheel while driving to school. they were going about 45 in a 25 and weren’t paying any attention.
they laid on their horn for what i assume was almost 4 seconds before it all happened, and i can only imagine they made no attempt at stopping (no skid marks, unnecessarily long honking.) all of my airbags went off on the passenger side and my suspension snapped in half on the back right wheel. my car is totaled but everyone in the situation was physically fine. their car was fine, very minor damages because their car was much higher up than mine. i understand it was my fault but i feel so bad for my parents having to deal with the whole situation.
almost 15 minutes after the crash happened, the exact same situation happened again directly behind my own accident. the sound is ingrained into my mind. thank God no one was hurt, but i nearly got hit by the debris from the other crash.
my insurance covers everything but i still feel so horrible because of my negligence.
i tried driving around my neighborhood today but i was shaking afterwards. how do i get over my fear and start driving again?