okay so like my dysphoria has been getting super super bad lately and I dont really know what to do but i think a binder would help, the only issue is i live w my parents who im not out to so I cant get one offline, if anyone knows stores that sell them in ontario canada then it would be super helpful (also i cant diy one cuz i cant sew or measure fabric for shit lol)
ok so i dont have any way of buying cigarettes from actual stores and i cant steal them since they are kept behind the counter, and no one in my house smokes so that isnt an option, is there any way i can possibly get them around on the streets i live in a somewhat small trashy town btw.
edit: me and my tweaker friends found a way to get them for free
⚠️BIG TW: CANNIBALSIM/SH⚠️ Hello, I don't often use reddit for this kind of thing but I fear its my only option as of now as I cant see a therapist or counsler. Im not sure how to start so ill just get to the point, I am a cannibal, I have never hurt anyone other than myself and I don't know if i ever will and when I say cannibal i don't mean chewing on my finger nails or skin, I often draw blood from myself to drink whatever comes out and im getting hungrier and its getting concerning and there is no body i can safely talk to about this and i dont know what to do i have no idea where it began or how and its getting more and more frequent, I used to let the wound heal and now I find myself creating more and more over them in desperate need to satisfy hunger and Im not sure if just blood is going to work forever. I need to do something about this and fast, im also aware that this comes with not only serious phsycological risks but it can also be physically damaging. Anyone know what i can do? please. Also for context on why i cant get professional help, Im a teenager in a very unstable and close minded house hold and everytime ive asked to see a therapist or counselor I just get questioned and our finacial situation also isnt ideal for me to do that stuff, and while my friends are supportive its impossible to talk to them without them treating me like a baby and have them hovering over me all the time if I seem the least bit unstable, so this really is my only option.