Not feeling alive
So after that brutal depression and leaving school I lost a part of me and my life
I was the quiet person in school, no friends and good notes, I was good in anything I did, my parents were not proud but not disappointed either, then after a depression I started with several anxiety and panic attacks
Since that I feel like I'm not alive, I don't enjoy life and my parents makes me feel like the worst looser and useless person in the world
I can't talk without getting drama and I see nobody really cares unless they see me collapsing in that moment, I live surviving something I shouldn't and I'm not going anywhere, the only thing that keeps me alive is the hope of having a better future
I need an hug and a shoulder to cry...
If you feel bad too I send you an hug too and if you need someone to share pain I'm here for you, I may not be ok but I don't want someone dealing alone with life, you matter, you're not alone♡