u/canaragorn

I mean I went to med school and became a doctor. It was a dumbing experience except the residency part to be honest but I wouldn‘t achieve what I did today it if I didn‘t go through with it. I don‘t want my kids to suffer like I did but what is the alternative if you want to get a good job. Learning a trade? Tradesmen work in really harsh conditions (depends on country ofcourse but talking general) nowadays for little pay unless they have their own company. I feel like this capitalistic system forces you to study. What path should I recommend to my children? Art without Art school?

I‘m glad most of us made it. It was a trauma bonding experience. Standing for hours, dehydration, the heat… Thank you for not losing humanity there. I hope the ones who fainted are doing okay.

Bunu anlamak icin ama aslinda sizin gerçege istahiniz olmasi gerek. Sanat için yapilan sanatin ilhami allah‘in verdigi isiktan gelir. Sanatin amaci sanatcinin diger insanlari gerçek Allah’a yönlendirme çabasidir. Eskiden siirler vardi (en bilinen örnegi Mevlana) simdi Matrix, Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, Avatar the last Airbender, Gravity Falls gibi film ve diziler var. Bu filmlerin batin anlami kendimiz nefsimizi yenemeyiz, teslim olmaliyiz (müslümanin kelime anlami teslim olan) ki yüksek bir güç bizim için nefsimizi yensin. Bu filmlerin ilhamlari Allah‘in isigindan geldigi icin cok iyiler. Kuran gibi hem yüzeysel ve derin katmanlari var. Cami, imam ve diyanetin ögretilerinden çok daha yakinlar kurana. Bu filmler diziler nasil kuran organize islam tarafindan imparatorluklarin silahi haline gelmisse, bu film ve diziler kapitalist amerikan imparatorlugunun silahi haline gelmisler. Bu sanat eserlerini yaratanlar kendi mesajlarini inannalara iletebilmek icin buna izin vermisler. Gerçege aç olana özelden sorularini cevaplayabilirim.

I was feeling useless fighting my ego myself, thanks to the matrix movies I understood fighting my ego (Mr. Smith) is useless. So I surrendered myself to the Source (one true God) so that the Source may destroy my ego. Thank you Wachowski Sisters (oracle) for igniting my divine spark and helping me realize the truth. I don‘t know how to reach them. So I hope this thank you reach to them somehow through this post.

Fapping with lust is like giving up yourself to the desire of materialistic word. If gaining as much money/power is the ultimate goal of this materialistic world Trump, Epstein and Elon Musk are the winners. But I believe in one true god and I believe that they are the ultimate losers because money/power/devil are the same. The thought of these people being winners make me gag so this helped me stop fapping.

ps: ofcourse the real reason that I stopped that because the lust comes from the devil.