u/cashewncash

hello I'm a 26 year old woman from india. i am sorry if my title sounds a bit selfish but I'm honestly tired of being soooooo alone that I have gotten used to doing everything independently.

my parents are concerned that I'm always so alone it has gotten that bad. i see people who have meaningful relationships which seems impossible for me. not just romantic but I also see my colleagues having amazing friends who will show up for them when they are feeling low. all of this makes me feel horrible about myself. gawddd I'm sorry I don't wanna sound negative in my introductory post.

okay here are a few positive things about me that are very basic but anyway:

i love swimming, I love how it makes me feel and a fun fact I learnt it by myself last year. I'm not perfect at it but if in case I'm in the middle of an ocean I can survive for a few hours I guess 😅

i am obsessed w movies and everything cinema related. i don't even know where I should begin with my obsession with storytelling and movies

super random fact about me: I sometimes like to match my socks and eyeliner w my tops whenever I can

i recently learnt cooking and I only make lazy girl dishes but somehow they turn out to be delicious

the purpose of this post is that I'm looking for an online friend w whom I can talk to about anything and everything and be myself and I'd expect the same from them. i tried too hard looking for friends irl but somehow no one is available for me like I'm for them and that made me do everything independently. from watching movies in theatres to going to fancy restaurants I do everything alone. i ask people but I always get a no.

i have gotten used to it and find a weird kind of freedom now doing these things that I enjoy a bit too much. but now I feel it's concerning that I've taken this alone thing to a crazy extent

if not irl I believe I can find an online friend w whom I can have a long term friendship. hope I'm not asking for a lot and sorry if this post is too overwhelming.

also this is my throwaway account so thats why very few karma points.

have a great day anyway!

hello I'm a 26 year old woman from india. i am sorry if my title sounds a bit selfish but I'm honestly tired of being soooooo alone that I have gotten used to doing everything independently.

my parents are concerned that I'm always so alone it has gotten that bad. i see people who have meaningful relationships which seems impossible for me. not just romantic but I also see my colleagues having amazing friends who will show up for them when they are feeling low. all of this makes me feel horrible about myself. gawddd I'm sorry I don't wanna sound negative in my introductory post.

okay here are a few positive things about me that are very basic but anyway:

i love swimming, I love how it makes me feel and a fun fact I learnt it by myself last year. I'm not perfect at it but if in case I'm in the middle of an ocean I can survive for a few hours I guess 😅

i am obsessed w movies and everything cinema related. i don't even know where I should begin with my obsession with storytelling and movies

super random fact about me: I sometimes like to match my socks and eyeliner w my tops whenever I can

i recently learnt cooking and I only make lazy girl dishes but somehow they turn out to be delicious

the purpose of this post is that I'm looking for an online friend w whom I can talk to about anything and everything and be myself and I'd expect the same from them. i tried too hard looking for friends irl but somehow no one is available for me like I'm for them and that made me do everything independently. from watching movies in theatres to going to fancy restaurants I do everything alone. i ask people but I always get a no.

i have gotten used to it and find a weird kind of freedom now doing these things that I enjoy a bit too much. but now I feel it's concerning that I've taken this alone thing to a crazy extent

if not irl I believe I can find an online friend w whom I can have a long term friendship. hope I'm not asking for a lot and sorry if this post is too overwhelming.

also this is my throwaway account so thats why very few karma points.

have a great day anyway!

hello I'm a 26 year old woman from india. i am sorry if my title sounds a bit selfish but I'm honestly tired of being soooooo alone that I have gotten used to doing everything independently.

my parents are concerned that I'm always so alone it has gotten that bad. i see people who have meaningful relationships which seems impossible for me. not just romantic but I also see my colleagues having amazing friends who will show up for them when they are feeling low. all of this makes me feel horrible about myself. gawddd I'm sorry I don't wanna sound negative in my introductory post.

okay here are a few positive things about me that are very basic but anyway:

i love swimming, I love how it makes me feel and a fun fact I learnt it by myself last year. I'm not perfect at it but if in case I'm in the middle of an ocean I can survive for a few hours I guess 😅

i am obsessed w movies and everything cinema related. i don't even know where I should begin with my obsession with storytelling and movies

super random fact about me: I sometimes like to match my socks and eyeliner w my tops whenever I can

i recently learnt cooking and I only make lazy girl dishes but somehow they turn out to be delicious

the purpose of this post is that I'm looking for an online friend w whom I can talk to about anything and everything and be myself and I'd expect the same from them. i tried too hard looking for friends irl but somehow no one is available for me like I'm for them and that made me do everything independently. from watching movies in theatres to going to fancy restaurants I do everything alone. i ask people but I always get a no.

i have gotten used to it and find a weird kind of freedom now doing these things that I enjoy a bit too much. but now I feel it's concerning that I've taken this alone thing to a crazy extent

if not irl I believe I can find an online friend w whom I can have a long term friendship. hope I'm not asking for a lot and sorry if this post is too overwhelming.

also this is my throwaway account so thats why very few karma points.

have a great day anyway!