We are literally doctors of the buildings and bridges and we don't even get doctors salary :( I am dead inside.

I graduated from top 100 university always found that knowledge and study can eventually get me a job. But, not only that I struggled with my PTSD, and mental health problem due to my past people, bullying and my strict parents. In my 10th grade i recived 8/10 gpa. In higher secondary I recived 76%. Then did my bachelors in Civil Engineering with 76% gradauted in 2021. After that, I was preparing and tutoring independenly as a maths tutor. Then in 2025 completed my MSc (gradautain this summer) in Structural Engineering. After getting so much education, 7 structural projects, assignments, oral tests, presentations, written exams, thesis ( DIC manufacturing SAF PA11 polymer) and applying to 400 jobs, I felt shyt. Even tho I have some knowledge of eurocodes, wind calculations, report writing, AutoCAD, fem analysis, and event want to improve myself, learn at every stage, I feel so down after all this, I am dead inside. I am 26 right now. and I think they will give me the job when I get old. Knowing that my parents are already dying in their retirement age. I just wanted to support them and wanted to contribut to society as much as I can. Can anyone please let me know if anyone is hiring. I am ready to interview, rellocate anywhere in England & Scotland.

Thanks.

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I was in my university, we were doing some planning based on what we need on the event. I was the only man (guy) in the room of 4-5 girls students. 2 of em were presenters, 4 of em were sitting like me on table chairs. What Strange happened to me was the presenter didn't even looked at me. The whole time, and even my ideas were replied me was like - you can bring your own candies to the event was answered to me. On that day, I wanted to have water in my eyes so bad. Being a man. I am 27 now i feel like nobody care about us. No one. The women? they willl care if you acheived something or money. They come into life cause of money, or a job you have so they think they can have family. Not just that i had various past expereince in school when i was studying yes i was bullied by girls when i was delivering speech in class. It was debate speech they were laughing at me literally and even made fun of me as i stutter or speak in hesitation. Just like Tesla or Avicii I will be single now. I don't want any advice or girl because no one care about us until we are wealthy. Wanted to share my experience as a man. And if you want to go from this world no one even give a f. So why i exist? To get my shyt together and become the inspiration that no matter what i should not give up. I may not have a daughter or son but many people are gonna see me one day as I be something.

Thanks For reading.

Please dont mind the lines, i wrote in one go thanks. #menstories

I heard the song SNUS by Avicii. I keep playing and listening to it, And, literally this song is addictive just like Snus. Avicii is true legend.