I've had a very emotionally heavy few days, how was I able to achieve peak restfulness (or at least the best body battery score in the few months I've been using it)
About 16% of the population in town lives below the federal poverty line. Given our city's cost of living, families earning below 100k can/should be considered low income (locally)... And around 50% of our population lives on less than 100k a year.
New developments are a joke if they can't provide more than 10% in affordable units. They're here for profit not to help the community.
I am glad this is going to bring more local activity to State Street, but I doubt it will lower rents for locals trying to start a business/restaurant.
I'll stop being a negative Nancy, I'm also glad that empty lots will stop sitting empty when there is SO much need for housing .
Today I was thinking about how during the year he was sick, I would have down days, the tears would come and wouldn't stop. He would hold me and let me cry. Aware that my sadness was due to the idea of losing him.
And while holding me and all my pain and all my fears he would look into my eyes and tell me “hey, I'm still here” and those four words just made the whole world be okay again.
I don't know what I'm going to do with all this love I still have for him.
It was so easy to just pour it all out when he was in the room with me. I would breathe it out. And I know he felt it.
Now I just sit here. Crying in the car thinking of how much I need him to hold me and tell me he is still here.