u/chaesmic

it’s literally so unfair I had to be born like this!!!! like I see all the other people my age in cute pictures like at prom or at hang outs or something and they look so beautiful, and everyone is smiling big and it hurts so much to know I could never do that. I literally cannot smile with my teeth bc they don’t touch and if I try I look actually hideous. like what kinda boy would want a gf that cant even SMILE yk??? and it’s literally the most basic thing that everyone can do. when I’m having fun or I’m happy I cant even SMILE to show my happiness bc otherwise I’ll look even uglier than I normally do:( like why would anyone pick ME out of all the other girls who, mind you, dont even have to look AVERAGE to look better than me. I genuinely think I’m going to be alone forever. like sure some girls call me pretty but come on they probably just feel bad I would too if I saw myself. And mind you a boy has never given me a compliment in my life. when I develop feelings for someone I have to force myself to litwrally hate them so I don’t get disappointed with the rejection i KNOW is coming, because there is ALWAYS someone else who’s better, always. whats even worse is I’m the ONLY one in my entire family who‘s like this, and I know absolutely no one who looks like me or has an underbite too. I feel so incredibly alone and different. like I feel like an alien next to everyone else, I’m always the ugliest out of every group and i hate it. my looks restrict me from so much, from even just living my life normally like everyone else. like I’m kind of a quiet person, but I don’t WANT to be. I want to be confident and loud and outgoing and that one girl that everyone is friends with. but i cant bc i feel so embarrassing as a girl who’s ugly. i love musical theatre but I could never be on the stage acting and singing my heart out because I’m just so freaking ugly. like I have never seen an actress with an underbite. ive never seen an actress who cant just simply smile. like oh my goshhhhhhh this is so unfair. it feels like everyone else gets to have that except me. people who are normal dont understand how lucky they are. I wish so badly that I was normal looking so I could just LIVE. I hate looking in the mirror because it always just reminds me of that, of how I’m so different from everyone else and I’ll never be like them, I’m literally so ashamed and embarrassed of how I look. the worst part of all this is knowing I’ll be stuck like this forever. I’ll never ever be able to experience such an easy life like everyone else did. I just wish I was normal:(

Hiii everyone!!! so my sister is a huge theater kid and she loves broadway. Shes graduating from middle school and I wanted to get her a special gift bc now she’s gonna be going to a high school especially for musical theater, so its kind of like she’s finally gonna be pursuing theatre and it’s like the beginning of her acting journey yk?? But I have no idea what to get!! So any suggestions and ideas would be really appreciated :)))

(some extra stuff just in case, her fav musicals are newsies and little shop of horrors. She is also a really big fan of jeremy jordan and eva nobledaza!!)

Is it just me who doesnt like when people applaud in the middle of a song? Like for example, if theres a really impressive note or something, and everyone just starts clapping in the middle of it. And I get it, the performer absolutely deserves that applause! but I mean, we’re trying to hear, and now its just drowned out by the clapping!

hi everyone!! so i have the algebra 2 regents on June 10th, and I feel super unprepared. I want to do some practice regents packets but which ones / which years regents should I use? we have only done one regents packet in class, and he just like reviewed it with us in class, but we didn’t even get to do it ourselves and like see what we personally need help with and what questions we can actually do. idk I feel like I have so little time and my teacher is rlly bad at preparing us. Also math has never been my strong suit and algebra 2 is so difficult for me, i barely pass my tests and i just feel like it’s so much info to remember and comprehend.

right now to try and review im going to do practice regents packets and try and study each unit like writing down key points and stuff to remember, but im worried im not going to be able to bc I don’t have much time until the regents and I barely understand this whole class.

if anyone has any advice on what to do I would really appreciate it, like what units should I study and what should I focus on? also any resources would be really helpful. thank you!